zhenni (:

Match made in Heaven

2009-05-16T02:38:00.001-07:00

Did you know about Gordias and the Gordian knot?
Neither did I. But now I do :D

Anyway, watching the end of episode 13 just made me go OH YES!
haha I realized what I talked about 2 blog posts ago was summarized in what javabeans said:

"A lot happened to move our stories along and close a few loops. I know that Conflict is at the heart of Drama, but I always cringe when my characters go through hell even though I know it’s necessary for story development. But there’s nothing wrong with the Love & Marriage school of thought, which is that conflict may include pain, but does not need to revel in it. You can have character development without Tragedy and OMG TEH HURTINGS."

Anyway, this show hecka makes me wanna be a matchmaker. That's a pretty nice job consideration. Imagine if your job was, essentially, Love! You're (literally) Cupid! It would be a sweet job :D (pun intended)

Anyway, seeing photos of my old friends, makes me wish all the more i could see them in real life. A lot of them haven't really changed. Actually, none of them has changed that much. Except for Junjie and his facial hair HAHA. Linying looks really pretty :) It always makes me wonder, she could have been really popular (and she still can be) with her looks. Its interesting how she chooses to be quiet... I seriously think she carried a torch for Junjie TEEHEE <3>

Chaos

2009-05-15T22:34:00.001-07:00

A monkey wrench got threw into my plans today. But not a bad one. Sometimes change is indeed for the better. Isn't it? This time even though I don't know how things are going to work out, I like going against the plan already set for me. At least this time I'm in charge. It's all up to me.

In a perfect world, it'll work out like this :
1. Finish my 8 offline activities
2. Start with US history
3. Finish US history
4. Equates to no summer school = free summer= traveling! or De Anza
5. Talk to Otto about "D" (hopefully change it)
6. No need for retake of Brit Lit :D

OR

1. Finish offlines and go off for summer vacation earlier
2. come back for US hist summer school

But I like the first option better...
I need to finish a list of summer things to do!! EEE!

Well, things are supposed to get worse before they get better right?

Kiss the rain

2009-05-12T04:48:00.001-07:00

Over the course of these few days
a few minor things happened
some decisions were made...
(haha i make this sound so serious)
but really,
lets see, my (academic) schedule for the summer and senior year has been planned out
and i finally decided to store all my (online) memories in one place
well, "finally decided" are the wrong words, I've always had that idea at the back of my mind..
its just one among the many "zen"ni eurekas

Here's a organized list of things I've recently got "into" after Boys over flowers:
I started reading kdrama blogs a lot (cuz i was so into BOF, i wanted to read all the news & behind the scenes stuff)
I started watching Love Shuffle (only at the constant subtle urges around me did i decide to do so, but BOY, it was GOOD. it would be such a HUGE regret if I didn't watch it. haha. But then again, what I don't know would never hurt me.)
I fell in love with "Lollipop" by Big Bang and 2NE1and I went downhill from there, i dived into a black hole named "kpop". Which, by now (in a mere week) i'm pretty good at it :D
I watched 爱到底 yesterday (after all that hype)
I watched April story 四月物语 cuz of the Vivian Hsu MV (yesterday/today)
I wanted to watch My tutor friend 我的野蛮女老师 after reading comments on Dramabean's article on "a glut of fashion shows" , leading me to type it wrong, and thus,
I read 我的野蛮家教 by 贾童 today - Thumb's UP (which exposed me to the world of 贾童 who has the same name as a Chinese Olympic swimmer, it might be the same person idk. But in her 百度贴吧, there was a link to the swimmer saying she liked 张杰, which lead me to videos of him and 谢娜. The 金童玉女 of the Chinese music/entertainment industry. Then, i googled their news, next, i found this addicting website filled with celeb goodness.

Srsly, i do think I'm kinda like Mr. rabbit (玉木宏/chiaki senpai) in love shuffle,
when i get really "INTO" something, i can go reallyy deep and do it reallyy well
too bad i get over it relatively quick too HAHA 三分中热度, that's me!

anyway, when i first started, i couldn't even differentiate between taeyang/seungri/gdragon/daesung and dude, the Wondergirls took some work too,[by some i really mean A LOT]
and SNSD/girls generation? Still not much of a clue (but that's cuz i don't care about them that much) But i still know yoona, taeyeon and stuff :D

But really, i think how it was started, was cuz i was knee deep with all the BOF stuff that i started reading Kpop/drama blogs and then somehow i discovered "lollipop"
and i was so fascinated by the music video: Bright shiny and rainbow things ALWAYS attract me :D it's like a fat girl to chocolate!

[insert group pic]
<-- see what i mean? Prettay colors! I watched it OVER and OVER and OVER again, i wish i could take screenshots of very single moment( i actually started haha) SO MUCH was going on in the screen that it was pretty darn cool! Right now, as i am typing, imma go open the lollipop song :D So I really liked TOP with his nerd glasses which are so in the fad right now in asia "if a cool person adorns a overly nerdy glasses, his coolness overshadows it and makes it SO COOl" haha (later on i realized the glasses covered his fierce eyebrows and made him resemble Eddie peng whom i love, maybe thats why i liked him) I seriously think his "look" in this MV is the best so far (from what i've seen from older pictures) But he's hot anyway. [ insert TOP's screenshot]
(he looks worst without the glasses ;)

His voice really attracted me too. Its really magnetic. Like literally, cuz his voice is super unique, it's like errrm deep and magnetic-yy HAHA You can TOTALLY tell it's his voice when he raps (see MV) :D and yeahh... so from there i dived into kpop. It's a pretty neat journey so far... Theres a ton of cool websites out there <33>

I guess it must have been some sort of fate
since if i dont even know how i found "lollipop", could have been a random search engine thing.
[ insert LOLLIPOP vid]

It was pretty cool, finding out that Big Bang were the people behind those songs ive heard over a thousand times on people's Wretch.
Such as Lies
[insert Lies vid]
and Haru Haru
The beginning of Haru Haru always made me think the guy was saying "How strong you're fucking me" instead of "I was wrong, FORgive me" .The song used to give me the impression that it should be censored, and that the song sounded japanese (i was pretty presently surprised when i heard it as Haru Haru XD ). The way G-dragon said "forgive me" was so misleading, without lyrics i SERIOUSLY, no doubt thought they said the EFF word. I was naive, forgive me HAHA
[ insert HARU HARU vid]

______________________________________________________
I re-watched Vivian Hsu's MV Good Tears, Bad Tears
[insert video]
the storyline has always attracted me
with no real beginning and no ending
the vibe in this story is so simple and delightful
its light and airy
yet its full of an air of attraction,
magnetic.
Since it was just a mere 4:15 music video, i really wished there was a full story like it out there...

Thus, when i scrolled down on the comments,
and saw that a cute 网友 accused it of plagiarizing the movie
April story 四月物语
[insert poster]
Obviously i just HAD TO find that movie and watch it
haha that negative comment actually helped me , it was a gift, really :D
i bet the comment-er would never in a million years know that his accusation was actually REALLY beneficial to me. How ironic :)

The girl is much, much prettier in the movie.
The picture doesn't do her justice AT ALL
when i first saw these posters, i almost didn't want to watch the movie. She kinda looked fugly...
But really, she was prefect for the role.
Her smile is really... touching? brightening? shy?
(a lot of things at the same time. But not too complicated. It was just the right feeling. )

[insert screenshot]
Anyway, the movie turned out to be even better than my expectations!
even though reading the synopsis kinda spoiled it.
I'm sure I'll love it even more if I didn't know about it.
but i cant stand not knowing anything about a movie and randomly watching it
call it a pet peeve if you want...

The movie was downright amazing!
It was graceful. it was beautiful.

It was really bland(can't find a word with a positive connotation, boo),
almost like unsweetened tea.
Yet, because it was so flavorless and without any heavy plot or drama,
it contrasted with the outstanding simpleness.
It was like the tea itself didn't need any sweeteners,
it was best with its original, 淡淡的味道

I really liked what this guy wrote about it
Movie reviews are a kind of art too. That's my epiphany of the day :)
actually, anything to do with art is a part of it
even if you're just appreciating a piece,
you're giving your input
Opinion is really important to art
In a painting, the artist has a certain idea/image he wants to portray
and when it is finished, the baton is passed to us, the viewers,
to interpret the message
There is no answer, but yet, there's no need for an answer.
The answer is that every answer is right, and every one is wrong at the same time.
That's art, to me.
As the famous quote goes "Life imitates art, imitates life..."

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writing about every single thing on my list is pretty daunting.. Eeee
it'll take one post each ah..
I'll finish this tomorrow then!
Good luck to myself!

note to self: finish transfering all other blog posts too!

爱到底

2009-05-11T01:50:00.000-07:00

楼下的吵得好凶哦
哈哈~ 明星,看看就好了嘛
有什么可以争论的?
每个人都有选择自己喜好的自由~
这部电影是很多人的心血结晶
大家把心思放在电影上吧!
别在做无意味的争吵了~
无论内地/大陆地或是宝岛/台湾
大家终究都是华人,都拥有共同的祖先
也许我的中文程度没有很好因为我不是中国人也不是台湾人
但是和谐和平,对大家都有益吧?
常常看到大家因为台湾节目里出现"大陆"就不断批评
但是这样一来对任何人都没有好处呀
浪费时间,浪费宝贵的生命生闷气对自己也没有意义
我们可不可以好好的相处呢?

爱到底这部电影说到各种"爱"
但是,看电影的我们是否忘了 "友爱" 呢?

Tattletales

2009-04-29T21:51:00.000-07:00

i fucking hate fucking tattletales
what the fuck is wrong with people
what the fuck did i do wrong to them
i understand if they thought it was unfair
but really, you think it makes you a better person by talking about someone behind their back
well think again

and however who did it better fucking watch their back
cuz i have nothing to be afraid of and they better watch out
im so fucking annoyed right now
yearbook next year is gonna fucking suck
why the fuck would jess f*ng tattle tale on jason
fuck her
and her expression when i went into the room
you fucking think i dont deserve to be in there?
well i FUCKING deserve it more that you do
efff your life
i hope you fail your bio finals tomorrow
just go die or something
and why does shelton have to be so fucking biased
why did he pick connie
dude
cant he see
shes effing busy
and she DOES NOT HAVE THAT ABILITY TO LEAD
what part of the small puny her looks like shes A FUCKING LEADER?
OHMYGAWDDDD
and 3 co managing eds?
SERIOUSLY?
DO WE NEED 8 HEAD EDS?
is it cuz they're so INCOMPENTENT you need more people?
what the fuck has gone wrong with yearbook

because i treasure it so much
it makes me so much madder to know how sucky its turning out to be
DUDE is GRACE A LEADER?
she BARELY speaks!!!!
she has like zero initiative
OMG
you cant give out positions like youre handing out pork

I HATE HOW MESSED UP OUR SCHOOL IS

why do people like to stab others in the back so much

IF YOU"RE ALL THAT
WHY DONT YOU SAY IT TO MY FACE
WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I WRONGED YOU IN

shittfaced people
everyone's so double sided
they smile at you
and then turn around and be like I HATE HER
WHAT THE FUCKKKKK

like hannah
"I don't like zhenni"
dude
if you think you're better than me
why didnt you even GET A FUCKING POSITION
why is everyone's soul so fuckiing corrupted?

all ive ever tried to do in my life is to be true to myself
and people just mistake my actions to have hidden meanings

IM NOT YOU
dont try to put your OWN FUCKING CORRUPTED MINDSET ONTO ME
EVERYTHING I SET OUT TO DO IS PURE AND SIMPLE
I ORGANIZED A PARTY BECAUSE HE DESERVED IT
IM NOT SUCKING UP

all their fucking messed up thoughts is making me lose faith
im losing faith in the good of people
WHYYYYYYYYY is reality so DISTORTED
do people not have MORALS

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh

Southeast Asia < My childhood romps>

2009-04-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

idk why i even put romps up there
haha
i guess its just cuz romps seems like a "sweet word"
one that makes me think of purple cotton candy and eloping

According to dictionary.com:

romp

–verb (used without object)

1.	to play or frolic in a lively or boisterous manner.

2.	to run or go rapidly and without effort, as in racing.

3.	to win easily.

–noun

4.	a lively or boisterous frolic.

5.	a person who romps.

6.	a quick or effortless pace: The work was easy, and he went through it in a romp.

7.	an effortless victory.

Origin:
1700–10; perh. var. of ramp ¹ (v.); cf. obs. ramp rough woman, lit., one who ramps

Related forms:

romp⋅ing⋅ly, adverb

Synonyms:
1, 4. gambol.

heehee

"Gambol"
hahahahahhahahaha
IS THAT EVEN A WORD???

It is!!!! (according to www.dictionary.com )
It's now my FAV word! GAM-bol!

NEWAY:

Southeast Asia (according to wikipedia)

Myanmar/Burma
Cambodia
Laos
Thailand
Vietnam
Malaysia
Brunei
East Timor
Philippines
Singapore
Indonesia

j'adore France

2009-04-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

Je voulais te dire que j'attend

I lovvvvvveeeeeee thiiiiissssss sooooonnngggggg byyyyyy jonaton cerrada
who isnt even the original singer
but whatevsssss

jonaton cerrada is just cute

Which one?

2009-04-23T00:26:00.000-07:00

Everyone's also out looking for that perfect one.
You spot those people stretching their necks out, straining, squinting, searching for that one.
Be it the perfect LBD (aka Little Black Dress) for the fashionably hip (or rather just plain old conservative)
Or perhaps the perfect house for the newlyweds/property virgins1
Or maybe the perfect centerpiece for the OCDs
Or the perfect camera for the photorifics2 (which is btw, Sony's T-70)
Or quite possibly the perfect laptop/netbook/cellphone/ipod for the wannabe tech savvies (is this how you pluralize savvy?)
OR maybe even the PERFECT OTHER HALF

Everyone, Everysinglefreakingone IS out there, thirsting for it.
It's a natural desire
some call it a subconscious want.
But whatever you call it, it's there andddd unfortunately, pretty unbreakable
(not like anyone wants to break it anyway, Ha.)

How to people curb this desire then?
this innate craving?

Because I know I can't.
And that's why I'm where I am right now.

Indulging in Dreyer's slowly churned chocolate mocha ice cream with vanilla swirls and enjoying the hot pre-summer breezes, all while not attending STAR tests.

Sweet.

Who said being a perfectionist is over the top? Not me.

Property virgins1 : A HGTV show that helps people who want to purchase their first piece of property.

Photorifics2: Photo+terrific

I'll be your GEUM JAN DI, GOO JOON PYO! (frm jess feng's aim status)

2009-04-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH
I JUST FINISHED WATCHING BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS/METEOR GARDEN/HANA YORI DANGO/WHATEVER THEY CALL IT WITH THOSE F4 GUYS IN IT :D
hahahahaha
I havent felt SOOOOOO statisfied over an ending of a drama in the LONGEST LONGEST TIME EVVVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
oh gosh
maybe its cuz of ALLL the hardships (aka trials and tribulations) they went through
for like 5 episodes all geum jan di do was look like she was keeping herself from crying
ohhhhhhhh AND THE ENDING
hahaha someone said something really funny about it
she was like : " Isn't that kinda like the five of them holding hands and commiting suicide together?" (cuz they stood together facing the beach at the last shot)
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
I laughed SOOOO HARD
hahahhhahahaha
anyway
should go sleep
i havent stayed up so late in some time
and tomorrow there's a party/social gathering to attend
im pretty sure my swollen eyes(from crying for the sad sad memory loss part.. and others)
and bags under my eyes would be an instant hit at the party/thing
everyone's gonna think im on crack again (kidding XD since first of all i never was.. i just looked like i was)

muddled

2009-04-04T12:37:00.000-07:00

haha muddled is a cute little word isnt it?
i guess thats pretty much what im living..
tonight's prom night
the one night i never imagined i would not go to
its kinda depressing really...
i mean honestly, maybe if i did stay, i wouldnt get a date anyway
but the thing is since i DIDNT stay i would never know
Hopefully senior prom would be much MUCH better
crossing my fingers!!!!
eeeeee....
anyway.. yearbook kinda had the same effect too
like i'll never know what i coulda been
this year has certainly been a very regretful year..
oh-nine is fosho not one of my more favorable year of tidings
but we'll see, we'll see
hopefully my luck would change
and i've officially got my permit so i can drive now
yayness :D
it's really surreal,
living the life you always read in books
or like dreamt of living

its really weird that it IS MY LIFE... but not really
in a sorta twisted reality

weird weird weird.....

WICKED!

2009-04-04T12:33:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO WATCH WICKED!

Reviving my blogger

2008-08-21T19:35:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE
ive missed blogging on my blogger
almost two years have pasted since i left spore
i miss everyone so so so much!
from now on, i'll be updating on my life here (for the benefit of you CHINGAY!)
i like this layout.. but its kinda small
and the stuff on the right side doesnt make sense to me...
haha oh well i like the pretty-ness

recent obsession (cant upload paint pics on lj-HATE)

2008-02-29T00:07:00.001-08:00

haha when i was blog surfing i saw these beautiful and cutesy blogs..
many of these blog owners have published books! its sooo cute
(thats from www.wretch.cc/blog/sana217 --> she recently published a book!--恋爱ing)
my favorite guy is www.wretch.cc/blog/thebz1 ---he calls himself dolphin man.. its really cute XD)
so i wanted draw some of my own... here~~~(its all paint using the laptop mouseXD)
but the pro people use the drawing board that can be connected to the comp.. i wanna get one of those one day XD

anyway..
here's my own invented character.. (p.s. its my sadies' dress)below is my 2nd figure.. i edited the first's head
below is my first try-- it has a big head haha

this is what i want to wear to sadies (except i dont have time to make those elephant ears..
btw, sadies is a dance where girls ask boys to go with them and they have always have a theme.. this year's is RUMBLE IN THE JUNGLE.. im going with my friends and we're all matching.. we're all like jungle animals and we wear black dresses with like animal print ribbons we would sew on our dress.. hence that gray thing under the ribbon in the drawing and the tights)

2008-01-30T01:05:00.001-08:00

i havent been on blogger for the longest time ever..
maybe its cos all the people who used to read my blogger has disappeared..
i miss you guys..
you guys who used to tag in my tagboard: weiwei, chiying, yandeng(when this blog was still on its moon layout), joel(at that time too), huiyu....
i cant believe i've been gone from spore for such a long time..
cant believe we all stopped reading each others blogs..
how long is it gonna be until we start to forget the existence of each other????
i want that time to take me a lifetime..
cos i never wanna forget you guys...
if anyone still comes to this blog, and you dont see updates, just go to my lj
http://summerzone.livejournal.com/
ive kinda moved there ever since everyone left me all alone here by myself...
at least over there i get some minimial response.. like maybe one comment in 1000 yrs..
which is better than never( which is over here)
when i feel like it, maybe i'll change my layout and recreate this blog and start to try to contact all of the people who used to read this..
but not now...
now is a tough time for me and i know for you guys too...
so i hope we can all ride over this wave together..
maybe not hand in hand, but hopefully heart in heart.

yours always,
zhenni

2007-12-03T17:24:00.000-08:00

December 02, 2007, 15:21: update on lj
since i havent updated for a while
and have been reminded of my summer plans by shann
i have decided to procastinate on my chem proj due tmr and organise what i wanna do over the summer

1. French exchang program *crosses fingers and pray rly hard* hopefully my parents are willing to fill in all the forms and everything and the interview (thinking too far) would be successful!
if this goes well, thats like 3-4 wks in france and 3-4wks for the french person coming to live over here.. which is like 2 mths= all of summer ARGH
2. Summer school -
AP psychology--- probably could do it next summer too, but rly wanna take it
French---- HAVE TO TAKE IT IF NOT GOING TO FRANCE, if going, still gonna take it anyway.. for all the grammar and conjegations anyway..
AP world history OR europe hist--- alternative to AP us hist?
3. going back to spore and visiting taiwan! spore: missing all of my sweet friends back in spore. taiwan: rly wanna go see BBT and see how its like in HSH( apply? *daydreaming*) and like go with cindy to "apply" for the xing guang?<-- because we're just crazy like that.. not like i would rly dare go, or my parents would actually let me.. but one can dream right? also, dying to get cool books there like jiu ba dao.. and the flea markets!!!! i havent been to taiwan since i was in pri sch. I WANT TO GOOOO

ookkkkaaaaayyyyy after this long rant, i shall maybe go start doing my chem proj... DREADING IT D: i have like ermm not a lot of time to finish it.. since its ermmm 3.30 pm here now WAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

heres a little gift(?) its me and my friends being first in line for homecoming cos we finished dinner early hahah see if you can spot me, the picture's kinda dark...

zhennizhennizhennizhenni

[edit]: after talking on the phone with my friend, i have decided on more to-do-over-the-summer things:

4. learning fencing & gu zheng/pi pa :D or maybe take up piano again would be cool XD

2007-11-17T21:51:00.000-08:00

这城市太拥挤
太多人有秘密
烦恼事藏心里

总有太多分分离离

没有人停下来回忆

没有人停下来细细回忆

没人有时间停下来回忆

没人有时间停下来细细回忆

没人有时间停下来回忆过去

没人有时间停下来细细回忆过去

想着你快不能呼吸

和自己的对手戏何时才停的过去

我自己也不知道我在打什么
只是突然有一点伤心
莫名的感伤总是特别无情

思念,真的好像是一种病
..........................................
心情并不是太漂亮的贞妮

2007-11-10T21:22:00.001-08:00

i have no idea how many people actually visit my blog anymore
probably none.
its been such a long time,
since i posted(maybe not)
but i dont know.
life been hurrying me along, not giving me space to breathe,
not leaving me time to enjoy
so much has happened.
i have so much to saw
but i dont know when to start.
please,
someone help me.

2007-10-10T21:11:00.000-07:00

today's 1010 day!!!
haha 10th of OCTOOO
haha its also taiwan's national day right?
anyway.. its a cool day :D
random post...

yours till the luv to the world.,
zhenni

2007-09-30T00:51:00.000-07:00

i found out.
its true
surprisingly..
im not shocked anymore
i guess i kindda faced the truth when i cried.
i know i knew it was deep down inside
but i just didnt want to face it..
im just sad i didnt find out sooneer..
and i'll tell you guys another reason that made me so sad about this later..

i never would have thought in a billion TRILION INFINITY years that someone near me, someone IKNOW
would have something so dramatic happen to them..
its like a drama, but in real life
have you heard a quote that went something like this
dramas are written by people who make it up, it comes from real life, except real life is more dramatic, cos people cant just think it up.
i have fully come to terms with that quote now.
its absolutely true.
and this story just seems like a long drama..
i wonder what mysterious fate brought me to know him..
theres so many links and factors in the reason i know him that even if one link was different,
i wouldnt have dropped any tears today.

someday, when i feel like it, i'll tell my little story with him to you guys one day..
meanwhile, im gonna pray for him.
and try to talk to him again.. if i still have the chance.

yours till the this is not a story and everything is true,
zhenni

p.s. life is unpredictable........ i agree to that quote even more now.
p.p.s. doesnt this sound like some cheesy chicken soup thing? only that the story has just started and has not ended? and only that its REAL REAL life, right infront of my eyes. not just a story, to me, not just some friends story, not just a stranger's story. this is happening in my life, to my friend. how surreal is that?

2007-09-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

so when i was happily surfing facebook.
i saw a facebook group my friend joined
it was names jason twu..
and i only went to the site because i thought it was weird/cool o name a group after someone.
it totally didnt occur to me that this name sounded familiar
so when i opened the link,
i read the description
and found out it was someone i knew
and it was very very very bad news
it talked about how he has 3 uncurable diseases, and he might even die
i dont have anyone to ask if it is true
i dont want it to be true
its not true right?
its just a joke right>
can you tell me its a joke?
i cant get through my friend to ask her if it is truw..
her phones not one
other friends from that school are not online
who can i ask?
i asked ppl from my school if they know him, or know ppl who know him..
bt no one does
im really scared
imagine what would happen if i never found out about it..
would he die without me knowing?
would he?
would he?
how long has he been suffering?
its only been maybe 2 months since i last saw him
and so much has happened to him..
its not true is it?
its just a big prank right?
hes doesnt have any diseases right?
he's still fine and dandy and wearing those clothes that i laugh about right>
he's enjoying himself at school and not at the hospital right?
right?
right?

2007-09-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

今天我好幸福喔
和朋友放学后去图书馆“做功课”
拍了好多好多照片
开心，而且还是一个school "night/afternoon"因为明天要上学
不过~~~~还是开心，虽然只做了一点点功课。。哈哈
然后，我看了美味关系的第一级，（昨天没看完的）看了最后一部分，
不知道为什么，感觉好幸福好幸福好幸福
现在呈现一个超幸福道不能做功课状态。。。
而且，又找到了“只欠一句我爱你”的歌词（也发现了那是a chord写的--其实我是好像知道的，因为我有读那篇他部落格上的文章，只是因为那时还没有听唐禹哲的专辑所以就没记得是哪一首歌。。后来听了专辑这一天就好喜欢好喜欢“只欠一句我爱你”）阿。
太幸福了！！！！
看看歌词吧：（很幸福哟）

歌名:只欠一句我愛你
詞曲:謝和弦(a Chord) 演唱:唐禹哲(夏宇)

你微微的笑溫暖我心讓我有了衝勁動力

於是我又鼓起了勇氣決定要瘋狂愛上你

千千萬萬的愛意等不及

涼風徐徐的提醒我和你

*只欠一句我愛你沒膽親口告訴你想要照顧妳好好疼你

只差一句你答應點頭說你也願意和我在一起手牽著你緊緊抱著你

盛夏的回憶在偷偷想起你就是剩下的唯一

我站在這裡用最真的心想對你說請相信我們之間距離

我看我是疯了吧，不过，这么幸福的疯法也很棒！
啊啊啊
开心~~~~

爱我的请举手！
祝大家一定~要永远``````幸福 ♥~~~~~

---想把心里满满的幸福和大家分享的贞妮♥♥♥

p.s. 谁能把你的心理的感觉。。。满出来呢？

2007-09-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

im like super hyper today :D
liike i slept at 2 which is prettty early considering the times i had been sleeping the past week
and like woke up at 6.4o
went to school,
took a french test first period.-- which im pretty sure that i did ok not failing
so then went to chem, gave in the graphing assignment, listened to the blur ms McCracken get all confused >.<
i stole the picture below from someone so i didnt take this, and even though i didnt notice what our class was selling, this is to give you a feel of CLUBDAY '07! btw, for the people who still havent figured it out, a class here means a level in singapore and im in class of 2010 which is the year i graduate, so it actually means the whole level who's gonna graduate in 2010. yep.. and this is a picture of the badminton team stand ( for some reason, some sports participated in clubday too, even though its CLUB day) again, this is stolen, so i didnt take this and im guilty because i didnt even notice this stand muhahaha..

so anyway, i got popcorn chicken from the class of 08+09 stand which was 3 bucks TOTAL ripoff, but still i do this every year, popcorn chicken is my staple food for club day.. (even though at the end, when theres like 5 mins left of lunch, they lower the prices really low to like 1 dollar..)
and i had a chipotle burrito (chicken) which was 3.50 but still delicious, this was from fashion club.
i resisted my urge to get pearl milk tea cos i thought the prices would drop later.. ( they sold out before they could drop the price). and i got an otterpop which is like this tube with frozen flavoured ice(?) in it. i got it for 25 cents(a quarter)-- no idea what club
and then i went to support my friend selling popsicles and got one for 50 cents.-- art club ( which i intent to join.. hmmm should i? but i know im gonna do fashion club..)
so then we thought we were kinda done ( meanwhile we tried to push shen and romi to talk) and we walked to the library cos wendy and adam seemed to be wearing matching shirts and i suggested they take a picture. at this time i still had the popsicle so i had to hide it in my backpack ( i was holding it inside) and we left wendy when she said she really did have some hw to do.
we went back to the rally court (where club day is taking place)
and like .. ohh.. saw jon who was buying popcorn chicken for 1 buck ( but i was alr outta money and REALLY full)
then after somemore wandering, the bell rung and i had to get to dance.
so we watched like a series of clips from so you think you can dance,
my neck almost broke because we had to look up at the tv and the whole period was 50 mins!!!!
then i was my final class of the day, pre calculas honors.. it was actually pretty good cos i got what we were talking about. and then we had a "fish" question which is actually a bunny.. so the story behind the "fish" question is like once in a while, we take a break from math and my teacher, Mrs McCarty would bring a stuffed fish out and ask a question, answer it, and throw it to anyone who wants to answer. the point is to get to know a little bit more about everyone in the class. so today's question was what was the weirdest thing you have ever eaten. so i was the first to get the fish and i talked about the monkey brain thing, but she said it had to be something i ate before, so i finally thought of turtle soup. ( it was disgusting. cos it actually had a REAL turtle in it). so anyway, that was kinda like my day.
but today, it was also the first "home" game for our football(rugby) team. but no one who wasnt in colorguard( it a combi of dance and waving around flags) , dance, cheer& song was going.
but i finally got wendy to go with me ( even though we missed the half time show) it was pretty nice considering it was my first ever watching of a live football game (even though i wasnt really watching) but still, im pretty sad and unhappy that we lost 20 to 22.. oh well.. and that was kinda it! one of the nicest days (actually i think this IS the nicest) day ever since school started this "year".
anyway, i will definitely try to update more. cos my blog is REALLY DEAD now. no one EVER comments. im so sadddd. at least say hi would ya?
will post pictures of game later ..(i'll edit this post)

yours till the love you all.. (whoever's reading, even though i suspect theres no one reading),
zhenni

2007-08-20T23:34:00.000-07:00

我的了一种病
治不好的病就算治的好，
我也并不像接受治疗
我的病叫做希望别人幸福病
而且我病得不清呢，
感觉只要别人幸福自己真么样也没关系
这种病还真可怕
感觉好像一种自残的病不过
我还蛮喜欢这个病因为，
当我看见身旁的人很幸福时
觉得自己也好像变的好幸福哦
最近我发现我两个小学时超好的好朋友原来在一起~！！！！
一个是我的“病人“以前常和我诉说和女友在一起时的一些痛苦
一个是我的好姐姐
确定后，我就一昧的恭喜他们，对着电脑傻笑（因为我是用msn得知的）
然后就是恨不得马上告诉全世界的人
我突然和很多已经变成路人甲乙丙的一些小学同学说了这件对我来说是天大的好事
感觉上好像我比当事人还要开心，
兴奋
这是的了这种病好的一面

但是这个病很多症状，
其中最明显的是：缺乏勇气以及懦弱
据个例子吧
从前，有个女孩在看到一个男孩的第一眼里对他有了好感（也就是俗称的“一见钟情”）

[对不起,还没打完，有空我回来打的~~]

2007-08-18T21:37:00.000-07:00

如果你有机会,面对海边喊话
你会说:
1.祝全世界幸福
还是
2.我要幸福

我觉得我可能会说: 祝我们大家都一定要幸福噢!!!!

2007-08-18T21:35:00.001-07:00

woah i have sooo much to do but only one week of hols left..
meegod..
i realised i having been appearing much in the blogging scene, or the friendster scene, or stuff like that.. cos im too busy slacking off and procastinating i havent even been going out with my friends much haha..
eee.. i should like post a pic of my having a new haircut..
but i wanna friend lock it. anyway i only have like 3 friends here though haha..
but if i post it on blogger it'll be like public, but still, not a lot of ppl go onto my blog..
ahhh what am i ranting about..
this is a crazy girl under stress of going back to school and too much stuff to do..
pls dont kill me for mee relentless ranting kay??
lemme list the stuff i have to do..
1. paint a picture for the summer "homework" for art
2. 13 lil blue envelopes
3. replies to all the letters ppl have sent be over the year
4.mailing the friendship bracelet back
5. getting all the new school yr stuff
6. not going C-R-A-Z-Y

yesh.. even though it sounds like not a lot, trust me, this is killing me.

oh.,. and i forgot to add the field hockey insurance issue.
argh..
love to you all and will update you guys more on my summer hols
with so "exciting pics" of people (might not be me muhahahaha)

yours till the light bulbs,
zhenniiiiiieeeeee

p.s. ARGH, i forgot i promise to call some ppl...
and i better go download some of the recent music, unzip the other ones i downloaded, and plug all of them into itunes and my ipoddie

2007-08-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

今天,去剪了头发
不是有人说过, 感情有时候剪不断,理还乱吗?
好像也有一首歌是说什么把头发剪了,就好像剪断了我们之间的关系之类的吗?
还有,在东方朱丽叶里也不是有一幕是吴尊（忘了他剧里的名字了--刚刚去问了正在看的朋友，剧里她么名字叫----亮）把穗（林依晨）为他而留的头发剪掉吗?
那一幕我看了真的好心痛噢。。。（但是不懂剧情的人是不会明白滴~ >_<）
绕了好大一圈哦
不过，其实我本来也没有这么多愁善感的拉，可是刚刚查了email发现某人的生日居然快到了，
整个人下了一跳，虽然我应该有心理准备，明明我生日完两个月就是他的了拉，
嗨（叹气。。不是打招呼）
可是虽然发觉到是他的生日，这也意味着国庆节的到来
虽然我的人已经不再新加坡了
但是，我认为home, is where the heart is.--家，就是心的所在处。
我会很想念很想念国庆节的烟花的
虽然在这里fourth of july时看过，
但是就是觉得少了什么。。。

贞妮

祝你幸福~~~(幸福到底是什么？）

2007-07-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

每个人都有许下承诺的能力,但能不能实现就要看天时,地立,人和了.

2007-07-07T14:18:00.000-07:00

hello everyoneeeee
im finally back from my half hiatus!!
haha
summer school is boring but fun
boringg cos its geom which i so do not need to take
but fun cos of the coolest ppl sitting beside me in my class!!!
its DA BEST! aside from missing everyone..
ive been slacking offf..
eee.. sry sry..
will report back soon!!!

yours till the heeyas,
zhenni

p.s. HAPPY BDAY BO ZOOOOOOO

2007-06-15T19:28:00.001-07:00

zhenni --

[noun]:

A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

2007-06-15T16:16:00.000-07:00

OH MY FREAKING GODDDDDD
im sooooooooooo glad im back with internet..
all my friends thought i was still in LA hahaha.. when it was my bday when i actually came back like the day right before..
I SOOOOO WANNA WATCH PARIS JE T'AIME!!!!!!!!!
i got your letters ZOZO AND PERPER (aka xiao bai!)
ahhhhhhhhh im so sorry i wasnt on the internet for like ages cos i moved so everything is weird now..
i'll tell you guys my new add in a bit.

OMGGGG
MISSSS YOU ALLL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! >_______<
ahhhhhh
soo so so so so much has happened!!!
i'll blog more!!! im so sorry i kinda disappeared!

yours till the vanishing acts,
zhenni ♥

2007-06-01T16:32:00.000-07:00

生日

因为一个好朋友，
我突然发现我快要生日了
今年的生日没有往常的兴奋，
只是有一种莫名的感觉
好像是时间真的过得太快太快了，
如火箭似的冲望太空的速度
如。。。忘了我想些什么。。

但是，感觉上好像老了很多，
好像经历了好多好多。。。
感觉很累，很疲惫
心，　很累．．

真的很怕自己会变成那些对自己的生日不闻不问，感觉不痛不痒的．．
真得很怕．．
莫名的恐惧．．
这段日子．．学了很多．．
感触良多（真的吗？＝．＝）

一天，小白（ｐｅｒｌｉｎ的新绰号）写了这么一段字：
"虽然我知道这条路并不是很好走，
但是，
或许......
只是想挽回一些些的记忆...
记得曾经在这条路上，
每一天都会有两个女生肩并肩地走着。
就算一个走了，
我还是想坚持着这个画面。"

虽然不是全世界最完美的诗
可是我深深地背着几行字感动了．．
深深的
感动．
文章不再与里面优美的文字．．
对我来说更重要的是能触动人心．
小白的这篇文字真的初碰到了我的内心深处
让我在离开新加坡这么久的第一次，深深地感觉到了想家．．
读着这段话时，脑袋里浮现了好多好多画面．．．
然后．．心头一阵，鼻头一酸．．
一阵想家的强烈冲动涌上心头．．快要把我淹没了．．

我的回答．．是这样的：

真的真的很感动。

虽然我离开了，
但只要你一直坚定的守护着我们的共同的信念
在你踏着那条我们曾经经历种种的路上，
回头看见的会是两个影子，
而不是孤零零的一个，
因为，我会陪伴着你。
即使我不在你身边，
我的心还是会尾随着你。

小白也说。。
我们俩好像总是在等对方。。
很久以前就开始了。。
所以我说。。。
“等待，是每个人生命中最甘心或最不愿意花的时间，却是每个人人生中花得最多的。。。”
我们就这样的一直等。
可是，我们是心甘情愿的。

等待的那句话。。我又说过。。不过我真的越来越能领悟及体会这句话的含义了。。
虽然说话时我打的。。可是。。还是觉得还真得很有道理。。

ａｎｙｗａｙ．
因为小白打的那些话。。
害我那天睡觉前听音乐时尽然哭了起来。。
因为我听到了小白介给我听的《晴天雨》－－ｔａｎｋ的
突然觉得里面说的东西好像很符合我们。。（我不是同性恋。。。被误会）
感觉。。
我们以前每天走路回家时，总是很热很热，所以每天祈祷会下雨。
我最最最喜欢雨天了！
当然，在我们共同走那条路时，也经历过许许多多的晴天雨。。
所以很符合那首歌
还有。。就是，我也记得。。
其实真正让我认识华文乐团的认识小白。。
我们每天会边讨论有什么新歌，边在那里唱唱跳跳的。。。
嗨。。时间飞驰。。那些快乐的过去现在都成了回忆。。
以前从来也没想过当时一切的一切会变成我的记忆。。
还以为我们会那样一直的走下去。。。
我们还真天真啊！
可是，幸好，小白这个不知道应该说是傻还是重义气的人。。还坚持要走那条路。。

可能大家不了解。。
其实我和小白虽然住的近。。可是如果要用走的距离衡量的话。。是还蛮远的。。
可是为了争取多一点时间在一起。。
我好好的地铁不搭，陪他走。。
他好好的捷径不走，陪我绕远路。。
这就是我们的互相为对方的牺牲。。
也不知道为什么我们会这样。。
也不知道是什么时候开始的。。
因为我们完全没有说好。。
就这样默默的开始走这条路。。

还记得。。我因为有事，所以必须留校。。小白还陪了我整整两个钟头。。
我也曾经为了了等他，在学校呆呆的坐了粮的小是。。
我们彼此没有提出要求。。只是默默的守护也对方。。
可能是一起回家已变成了一种习惯。。。没了同伴，特别显得孤单。。

这也可能是你坚持走那条路的原因吧？对吧，白凯利？

让我们一起加油哦！
一定要幸福！

贞妮

2007-05-31T00:57:00.000-07:00

我在想.. 我应不应该去开个wretch
去打打自己的心情写照。。
用华文打。。
因为如果我用blogger还是lj的话
都会忍不住想要快点，所以打英文。。
不过还是先用意志力把（汗)
就这样！
我们一起加油！

p.s.一定要想一个特别的结尾。。。就像我英文的yours till the那样。。。

2007-05-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

some really cool quotes from F451
granger quotes his grandfather (and im quoting the book.. so its like quoting quotes)

" 'i hate a Roman named Status Quo' "
" 'stuff your eyes with wonder' "
" 'live as if you'd drop dead in ten seconds. see the world. it's more fantastic than any dream made or paid for in factories. Ask no guarantees, ask for no security, there never was such an animal. And if there were, it would be related to the great sloth which hangs upside down in a tree all day ever day, sleeping its own life away. To hell with that,' " " 'shake the treeand knock the great sloth down on his ass.' "

this is a another quote i like..
' "look!" cried Montag,
Ad the war began and ended in that instant. '

yours till the Fahrenheit 451 final tmr!,
zhenni

2007-05-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

As the years pass by
Memories fade
But my memories of you seem so strikingly separate.

please excuse the bad poetry.. i was trying to rhyme.. it makes absolutely no sense at all.

today was a pretty bad/ good day
but im so extremely glad its finally almost over..
only one more hour till the new hope of a sunrise.

so this morning started off bad. like pig practical bad.
then there was the stress for the math test so second period swimming without the actual in the water thing was filled with 'i should study for math" mutterings.
third was a fuzz because the sleeping bugs bite and i tried to keep awake for Fahrenheit 451, because a certain Mr C warned about the dangers of deduction of participation points if you had your whole head on the table.
then it was the rally we lost. but then again we always lost.i actually cheered this time. call me spirited!
then brunch. where i sprinted to the math room to "revise"
it was actually quite easy(the math test) expect i failed my proof.
then came chinese ap final, which i completely depended on luck,
as the night before i did not even scrap my fingers against the coarse covers of my book,
which we later turned in after the final.
next came wondrous lunch where i ranted about my day as a graph to jaime( i know you are reading this dear haime!) and tried converting my day into an equation(too much math)
next came art.. in which i suspect im getting worst and worst each day.
and finally the slack choir. because we did our final concert(in which we could have failed if it was a real FINAL)

that was my day in whole.
except its not done

because i came home.. watched youtube, changed, ate, had a phone call..
and left for sch.
volunteered for interact for admissions.
then we went in for the last dance of the year, or the farewell dance, or the dont-flash-me-with-your-neon dance(this is not true i made this up)
it was pretty fun.
i was supposed to volunteer for mun. but i could not find anyone.. so i didnt volunteer. i feel bad
cos when i was leaving, i saw them.

so that is my day in a whole whole unless something exciting happens in the next 45 minutes.

yours till the dizziness,
zhenni

2007-05-25T02:05:00.000-07:00

MY HUNDREDTH POST!
and im spending this time i dread.
i have a pig practical tmr,
a math test-- supposedly hardest test of the whole yr cos its supposedly the hardest chapter(its the last chap too)
a chinese FINAL(which i totally did not study, serious!)

yours till the dread tmrs,
zhenni

2007-05-19T22:39:00.000-07:00

如果你夠幸運，在年輕時待過巴黎，那麼巴黎將永遠跟著你，巴黎是一席流動的饗宴。 ~ 海明威

i havent been blogging for such a long time..
perlin showed me wang lan yin's blog.. and i saw the paris jet'aime movie pic..
so i kinda researched.. and the quote up there was in one of the intros for the book. ba li wo ai ni.

even though i dont know what the movie is about..
but somehow its so attracting..

i wanna say so many things..

yours till the je t'aime!,
zhenni

[EDIT]

I RESEARCHED AND I LOVE IT ALREADY!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE IT
its like perfect
its like my dream..
its like deja vu
OMGGGGGGG
look at the wiki page: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris%2C_Je_t%E2%80%99aime
omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
i soooooooooooooooooooooo have to watch it.
so so so much

its like 18 ( it was supposed to be 20 but 2 fell through) 5 min love stories
in ALL parts of paris
by different directors
omg..
and guess what the tagline is?
'One City. 10 Million Hearts. One Love Story. One Film."
this is soooo freaky
cos have i ever told you guys bout my like secret dream?
it is..
one day , i'll go travel around the world
and while im doing that i'll learn all the new languages, their culture and their people
and most importantly, their love.
i want to learn their love stories,
all kinds, it can be simple and heartwarming, tear-jerking and sad..
but i just wanna record them down
and paint their story, or them,
and create a song, or lyrics, or poems for them
and all the stories will go into one book..
there will be one book for one country
and the title of the book would be like

6 billion(or whatever the population the world is now) simple love stories.
or something to this effect

because, once, i heard this amazing quote
im not sure if i read it, or made it up,
but it stuck in my head ever since
it went something like.

there no true definition of love.theres all kinds of love in this world. theres 5 billion (?) people in this world, there is 5 billion definitions of love.

isnt it amazing? its such a simple, yet powerful quote.
but the movie is just like my idea. except its on a smaller scale.
no wonder i felt this 莫名的吸引力，牵着我。。。
真的好奇怪
这世界真的有很多很多的偶然，但是，不时有人这么写着：“这世上的偶然是伪装成必然的自然” 吗？

我觉得，我写东西越来越不自然了。。
p.s. GOZZY YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!!一定要！
p.p.s ppl, pls click on the pics for enlargement. for this poster above, its really interesting when its big.. check it out kay?

2007-05-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

im saving this here.. pls dont ask me why..
some ~~things~~ people are harder to forget than others...

~~93225792~~

maybe one day i would look back and smile..
but for now, pls jus let me be...

yours till the pls let the past be slowly laid down,
zhenni

2007-05-12T22:52:00.000-07:00

I NEED A NEW BLOGSKINNNN>>
i wonder how many people actually reads my blog...
oh well...
"time flies, time dies"-- lyrics of one song in Rent.
"the sun burns, time burns and the sun burns time."--- Fahrenheit 451(the temperature at which books burn)

i really need time!!!!!!!!!
and i miss reading..
oh well..
i should stop wasting time..

in truth to be said and in lies of the heart, what stands strong above all?

yours til the random house(thats a publishes fyi hahha)
zhenni

2007-05-10T20:18:00.000-07:00

i came across a chain email from long ago and i fell in love with the quotes in there again..
call me cheesy call it cheap, bt its one of the sweetest ones i read!
heheh i created my own poem!

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"
(i LOVVVEEEEE ♥ this one!)
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
this one is way cool too!

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato
this one makes A LOT of sense..*nods vehemently*

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
hehe.. best advice for cheechee (didnt i say this before?)

"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

this is the LOVE!!! haha isnt it uber cute?

yours till the thats all for quote sharing today,
zhenni

2007-05-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

i fail in life.......
i really do..
its like good day good day,.. BAD BAD DAY
i think i have been too lucky lately that i have to get a bit of bad luck huh>
guess its karma.. for gossiping so much about people
i feel bad.
i wish i was sick
i wish i dont have to go to sch tmr
i
i
i
i need
counseling from someone
to think that i counsel so many people and get i cant get over my own stupid problem.......
i miss you guys.
i really do.
i really really do.
i dont even know who's reading this..
but i miss you guys.

i guess maybe all that good luck was to cushion this bit of badluck
but i guess i have to be thankful for that piece of good luck.
i guess i get more used to this.. this was always what my life has been like right?
when it is at its best at your highest, you fall your hardest.
i shouldnt expect anymore.
and i happy for you guys who are smiling out there right now.
cos it takes courage to smile.
it really does.

im sorry im being so weird today.
but i really need to do something or else i'll go crazy.
i miss gym.
isnt that random?
i miss gym.. i miss jumping on the trampoline and with it, jumping all my worries away..
even though its tiring, even though im so exhausted when i get home.
its worth it.
its worth it when you know you are free from troubles for maybe only that split second.
so,
as i have always always always said,
treasure what you have, because it will be too late to regret if you lose it.

sometimes, uncertainty is truly the beauty in life

lets us lay in the sun and let our tears dry.

yours till the missing, loving & missing(again) yous,
zhenni

2007-05-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

OMG>.
like today was really fun i feel so happy and high and grateful
okay so im applying for yearbook in my school and the competition is soooo intense its scary
and we're only given a week to do it.
so i stayed up till like 4am ~~yesterday~~ today to finish cos my printer died on me.
soo..
i had to wake up early cos i have a pig quiz (short for pig dissection quiz,. and yes, im doing fetal pig dissection. its really stinky cos the pig is like dead and all) but i didnt study for it
so like i got a 0 outta 20 the other time so i HAVE to double my score or my bio grade would die.
btw, its not a written thing. its like practical..
so like i woke up early to print the stupid spread.. and to study..
but i didnt like get much info in..
so i studied before the class started
the worst thing is that my bio is actually FREAKING FIRST PERIOD!
but surpisingly,
i think heaven was like shining on my today or smth
i was SOOOO tired
but i picked like pericardium..
which is almost as easy peasy as anterior or posterior.
shimo(my cher) asked what did it do and i was like .. oh.. it protects the heart!
and i DOUBLED MY SCORE
i got like awakened by that
then it was pe.. which was weird cos it was ultimate frisbee plus basketball
the boys treat us like we're invisible
qi you ci li!
anyway so like i was hella worried for my math grade cos i thought i failed my freaking math test
but my cher posted the grades and we checked it and i got a 95! freaking 95! first time i got so high!
and without a curve too! wow. im like in total shock!

so anyway today was like a really good day
and after sch i stayed back to do pe extra credit by watching the state leagues for badminton
and it was like really fun
cos we like fooling around at the concession
and we kept going to watch the swim meet
and we learnt how to speak in a chinese accent
its SOOOO funny kay?
me and connie were like laughing our heads off
it was soooooooooooooo fun

and i want to stay back to go to rachael/jonathon/wendy/emily/terresa's chinese school
haha connie's going bt like i cant cos im sooooooo tired

connie's worst off than me cos she's living on ZERO hours of sleep
im living off 2/3/4 hrs of slp
and me and connie were like totally HYPER kay?
cos we were like laughing so hard and everything..
it might also be because of our lack of sleep..
haha connie's like so dead lar..
cos like she's going to chinese sch which is like until 9
she probably gone for like 40 hours without sleep!!!!

anyway.. it was a memorable and cool day..

yours till the harpiness,
zhenni

P.s im like pro in Adobe indesign and photoshop now haha.. cos of this yrbk thing
p.p.s. i heart jamba juice
p.p.p.s AP TEST NEXT WEDS*head bangs wall*

2007-04-30T22:25:00.001-07:00

wanna try out for the school paperr
and this is what i have to write for it

choose 1) or 2) in 250 words or FEWER
1) you have been informed that e world is to be erased of all colors except for one. youre gonna go in front of a committee to convince them why a certain color is the one the world needs the mosr what color would u fight for and what will be your argument??

2) use this as the start of the first sentence of your creative response:
it was 3 am when the phone rang. i picked it up and on the other end, i heard a deep voice say...

and i have to write a real news, entertainment or sports brief. must include quotes from two ppl. approx 300 words. purpose of brief is to be highly informative yet concise.

AND i have to write down two story ideas, the ppl i would interview and why that is impt to MVHS(my sch)

HELP HELP HELP kay??

yours till the writing blocks,
zhenni

p.s. and huiyu,... whats your blog url?

2007-04-28T23:34:00.000-07:00

MEME stolen from naughty yunqi who made me guess but wont tell me the answers!

1. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. and they've gotta be true.
2. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the five false ones are!
------------
1. I didnt use to eat breakfast till i came here
2. I never rode a bike
3. I failed my pig practical(not like you guys will know what it is)
4. i take choir as a subject in school
5. I hate art
6. I have never really hated anyone in my life
7. I wish i could go to OBS
8. i have never won first place in a competition sports or another wise
9. i have never participated in an individual sports competition ever
10. I play the piano
11. I the kind who would tell a guy i like them if i do
12. I get hyper on a drink
13. i hate reading! book worms suck!
14. i love math
15. I wear flip flops to school almost everyday so i have a flip flop tan on my feet now

yay im done!
i bet a lot of ppl will get this wrong cos i put in a lot of stuff which no on would ever guess
bt then there are some that are giveaways!

if you guess then correct you are a GENIUS!
i'll tell you guys the answer in my next post!

yours till the guess?~!,
zhenni

p.s. go to my lj to comment and leave your name cos its hard to tag so much! @__@
love you all! ♥
LJ:http://summerzone.livejournal.com/

2007-04-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

my 90th post!!!!
and once again pls pls pls tagg if you do come here so i know who's been here kay?
thanks :D
anyway.. sorry i havent been blogging for such a long time cos im such a lazy pok D;
I HEART YOU!
haha oh.. i went for this chinese speech contest in san fran
and its was hecka hilarious..
i made new friends and formed deeper ties with others cos of our experince together..
wait that sound hella weird! ahh.. like so formal. but thats what it is..
oh no.. the slang is getting into me hella and hecka !
they're so catchy though
haha
the contest makes me laugh everytime i think bout it!
hehehehe.. like today durinf pe, my friend was like complaining i was crazy and high cos i kept laughing really randomly! thats cos i was thinking bout the contest!
ohh.. but i didnt win..
but i won smth else! this essay contest! like a honorable mention or smth? not sure.. there was like 6000000 ppl who joined so im kinda happy
just kidding only 600 lar. but not bad alr can?
cos ITS THE FIRST TIME I EVER WON SMTH! haha cos my chin sucked.. wait, actually, it didnt really suck lar. i was always first in pri sch so.. oh well :D hyper happy high!

yours till the hyper happy high jennys,
zhenni

2007-04-16T23:06:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh..
i miss everyone.
gahh.. haha
im having my spring break!!!
not much has happened..
but then.. to think back.. a lot of things happened. oh well..
tired.
hm.. i still havent finish corner with love..( kinda stopped--FIRST TIME I EVER GAVE UP ON A SHOW)
im still hanging onto my lucky star...
cos i watch too much bang bang tang now >o<
ahha and then im watching the singaporean show LET IT SHINE hhahaa
BRINGS BACK SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH MEMORIES>> haiz.
haha.. i love everyone!!
so now.. replies to tags:
ONG HUI YU GOZZY: WHAT IS YOUR BLOG"S URL??????????? you got owe me letter meh? haha i totally forgot..
zoeeeee: i got it like erm.. in feb? so i send when may comes? or may ends? or did i get it in jan? oh nooo.. i totally forgot. its okay bout the letter! i owe like a lot of ppl letters too :D

hi to tan and chee :DDDDDD

yours till the byes&will update mores,
zhenni

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

2007-04-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

4/2/2007	12:48:35 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	aww.oh yeah are you the only singaporean there?
4/2/2007	1:00:10 AM			♥; 琳颖 (： sends TKAMdraft.doc
4/2/2007	1:00:24 AM			You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Liang\My Documents\My Received Files\TKAMdraft.doc from ♥; 琳颖 (：.
4/2/2007	1:00:25 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	nope
4/2/2007	1:00:26 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	haha
4/2/2007	1:00:29 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	amazingly..
4/2/2007	1:00:43 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	i have a wonderfully singaporean bf
4/2/2007	1:01:06 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	err..
4/2/2007	1:01:14 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	what did you change huh?
4/2/2007	1:01:58 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	haha abit of grammar & sentence structure
4/2/2007	1:02:02 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	rlly?!who?
4/2/2007	1:02:05 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	okie!
4/2/2007	1:02:15 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	how would you know him??
4/2/2007	1:02:41 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	junjie ah
4/2/2007	1:03:25 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	huh?
4/2/2007	1:03:34 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	junjie isnt even in america
4/2/2007	1:03:45 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	why would you say its him
4/2/2007	1:04:02 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	OH NOOO> you've been suspecting that i like him all this while?
4/2/2007	1:04:02 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	lol jk
4/2/2007	1:04:06 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	oh well...
4/2/2007	1:04:09 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	hahahah
4/2/2007	1:04:15 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	since you;ve guessed it
4/2/2007	1:04:18 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	yar lar yar lar..
4/2/2007	1:04:22 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	we're going out
4/2/2007	1:05:27 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	rlly?!
4/2/2007	1:05:31 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	except we're not really going out if you catch my drift
4/2/2007	1:05:34 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	when?! haha
4/2/2007	1:05:50 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	ermm..
4/2/2007	1:05:54 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	before i left.. yupp
4/2/2007	1:06:14 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	its hard to have a long distance relationship though D;
4/2/2007	1:06:44 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	aww. so sad..
4/2/2007	1:06:49 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	yupp
4/2/2007	1:07:06 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	i never know if like he's doing something behind my back...
4/2/2007	1:07:18 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	did he fly to america?
4/2/2007	1:07:24 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	no way lar
4/2/2007	1:07:26 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	no lah.doesnt seem like that kind
4/2/2007	1:07:30 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	he where got so rich one
4/2/2007	1:07:31 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	haha
4/2/2007	1:08:01 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	haha borrow money from his rich gf lor
4/2/2007	1:08:11 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	im not rich okayy
4/2/2007	1:08:14 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	very poor
4/2/2007	1:08:24 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	if not i would fly back to see you guys
4/2/2007	1:08:29 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	and him of course lar
4/2/2007	1:09:26 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	no lah if you were you wouldnt have gone there..
4/2/2007	1:09:40 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	but dnt worry lah i'll make sure u wont end up like hsiuping!
4/2/2007	1:09:41 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	lol
4/2/2007	1:10:08 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	haha
4/2/2007	1:10:12 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	why end up like her?
4/2/2007	1:10:21 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	did she have a long dist relationship too?
4/2/2007	1:10:29 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	but doesnt she always go back to singapore
4/2/2007	1:10:33 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	as in jj wont end up like renzo
4/2/2007	1:10:40 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	aww how come?
4/2/2007	1:10:54 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	how come what??
4/2/2007	1:10:56 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	i dont get it
4/2/2007	1:11:12 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	haha true bout renzo
4/2/2007	1:11:20 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	he kinda went crazy after hp left
4/2/2007	1:11:23 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	totally changed
4/2/2007	1:11:51 AM	♥; 琳颖 (：	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	yeah..shocking..
4/2/2007	1:12:33 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	yup
4/2/2007	1:12:38 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	i was his counseulor though..
4/2/2007	1:12:52 AM	[c=20]a-DORK- able[/c] -- so many hearts, so many days WHEN CORN FALLS IN LOVE WITH HAM!	♥; 琳颖 (：	he's a realy nice guy

hahaa this was my convo with linying and im seriously gonna laugh my head off cos she totally believed me! HAPPY APRIL FOOLS EVERYONE hahahhahahha

yours till the wait till i edit this,
zhenni

[edit]
sorry but i realised i forgot to tell youu guys bout the car accident (amanda reminded me)haha. will talk bout it next time. heh. im lazy now.

2007-03-24T21:31:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRRRRRRRR
omigoshhh
okay so
early in the morning SEVEN oclock..
i went to do interact-- FBLA walkathon!
and like a ton of ppl were doing like delia and connie and crystal and vivian
and a TON of ppl were running
NO KIDDING more than 150! haha
and like nicebackguy ran too and like sungwoo ran too
a ton of ppl
it was supppppeerrrrrrr fun
like we played with the booths cos no one was there so early in the morn
and like our booth was to toss the ring at the orange jucie(glass) bottles.
and like we went to play on the bouncy castle when it got set up!
it was the BEST THING EVER
haha and like naicheng,frances,tiff.. and everything, we like fooled around on the kiddy thingy. cos there was no one but us hahaha
it was sooooo fun
ahha ohh and before that, me and connie were like playing with water balloons-- except the first batch were made with REAL balloons so they were kinda un-breakable we could like kick them around and they wont break..
that was what chris did haha.. it was really fun though
so in order-- toss the ring booth, water balloons booth, fishing booth, raffle/run booth, price booth, goldfish booth, musical chairs booth.
and did i forget to say it was a WALKATHON? haha anyway... jumba juice sponsored.. so we got FREE JUICE!!!!
haha and i also played my own booth soooo many times in order to get that dang fruits basket book.. and like got a ton of prices cos there was inflation, but then i was manning the booth for a while and everything.. and i like took the dictionary except delia wanted the fruits basket and i took it so i felt guilty so i gave her the book. i kinda regret though and i gave this guy the cupid statue thingy i wanted .. oh well..
also,,, after that, i had to go so octagon CCC DECORATION
and like it was wayyy fun tooo
the theme for this years cure cancer cafe was a night in new york..
so we did decor ans everything
and we tied sooooo many balloons that my hands are sore.
they were HELIUM too so they felt flying away..
but it was pretty sight heh.
and like i learned how to tied 2/3 balloons together
and make that biggggggg curve of balloons with them..
gosh i never knew those took so much work.
oh shit. i didnt bring my cam today so i cant show you guys.
but a bunch of the pics will be online so i'll show you guys one day

shit i gtg
wil cont.

yours till the to be cont,
zhenni

2007-03-15T02:03:00.001-07:00

i have few things to say but no time.
so i have to list and say when im free
first up interact cruise.
then pig dissection
then fang yang de xing xing
and hua yang ending
and re qing zhong xia oh well, just throw in angel lover too
and "BIG NEWS" i got into a car accident today..
but as you can see, im alive and well and typing for my blog so you dont have to worry.
just keeping you guys on suspense though
plus no one ever comes to my blog anymore.
i should close it eh?

yours till the pokes,
zhenni

p.s. im currently having a poke war w/ che on facebook
and in reality a poke wall with my friend adam..

oh.. forgot.. oso, the lub you thingy..

2007-03-15T02:03:00.000-07:00

2007-03-10T23:54:00.000-08:00

NOTE: z

No smoking around zhenni. Thankyou for your co-operation.

From Go-Quiz.com
haha.. isnt this cute?
i hate people smoking around me and i hate inhaling second hand smoke.
but i dont discriminate smokers,
heck, i'm actually a 'counseulor' for one. haha..

yours till the cigs,
zhenni

2007-03-05T23:22:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FdhScn0iPw

so since everyone is dead and no one is blogging or tagging.
im dying here too.
anyway.. i dug out an old video i took in sam's house when the banner ppl were painting the banner...haha. it has no sound but you can see cass and mishy and sam.. there were other ppl but somehow i didnt film them.
also, its in bad quality coz i took it with my phone. sorry..
i might also upload malacca vids someday..
when i have that time. and energy.
and when im not ignored. cos i feel left out nowadays,

yours till the very lefted out,
zhenni

p.s, somehow, i cant embed it here..
also, if you feel like it, you can search ONE GY 05 class banner thats the name

2007-02-27T22:51:00.000-08:00

IM SOOO SORRRY,..

I was too busy to reply. Anyway..
I wanted to answer in a post so I keep no time to do it. Haiz.
Not dao you lar zoe.
I replied to your card and letter! But haven’t posted it out yet. Sorry,,
Will faster do it.

Anyway. In the letter I got most of the stuff I wanna say to you but by then like to late liao so I say here k?

Lets change our blogskin! Just find one that has to do with piano lar. Can?
Also, im trying my hardest in my free time to type the story as fast as I can.
Plus, you wanna change our account to google one?
Coz now I cant access the account anymore cos blogger is like forcing everyone to use google. So irritating.
But I think the new blogger is pretty good. You can use make the words with colours and don’t need to use html one.. so helps a lot. Coz I need colours for the words.
The link is www.thelovescore.blogspot.com

Haha.. I boycrazy arh?? Die.. got influenced by you lar. Haiyo.. now we like switched you not boy crazy but I boy crazy haiyo.. what has the world come to? Anyway.
To curb my boycrainess I shant post pics of the guys then.. haha.
And lets used projecthallway as the email for the google account can? Ask shufie to help change then tell me the password and stuff. Or you want me to change?

And one more thing. Zozo and cheechee you guys are always having convo’s on my taggie. Haiyo. I feel left out lar. Haha.. I nv reply coz ive been wanting to have a time to reply on a post. Oh, and

Hi jing!!! And wanting! Hahaa..

yours till the candles on the water,
zhenni

p.s for the next choir show we're doing disney SPECTACULAR!!! hahaha..
reminds me of the colours of the wind music proj we did last time. i mean the disney one, the music lar. mrs goh (?) make us do the booklet and the skit/puppet thingy. :D

2007-02-23T19:12:00.000-08:00

IM SOOO SORRRY
I DIDNT UPDATE THIS WHOLE WEEK AND ITS THE HOLIDAYS WEEK!
time SERIOUSLY flies.
a week of hols just like that
mon i went to the great mall (theres FOREVER 21 HERE!! and got like 2 shirts, pants, a jacket, a hairband-coz my bro broke my lovely one, a bangle and got smth else i remember.. OH>> A SKIRT.. hahaha)
and then tues i think or weds i went to sch to play soccer with romi and jamie.. IT WAS FUN..
erm.. weds i did my bio chap and went to the lib at night. guess what???
I BORROWED DENG YI GE REN KA FEI 等一个人咖啡(YAAAYYYYEEE--->perlin! are you reading this??) ANDDDD>>>>
NA XIE NIAN WO MEN YI QI ZHUI DE NV HAI!!!那些年我们一起追的女孩!!!!
yayyyy
and yesterday i was forced to stay at home and couldnt out for lunch with rome coz my mum said i didnt finish my hw.... bleh.
and today i finished my hw.. but then i wanna do some more stuff.. like my bio chaps and reading for math..
and today i feel so accomplished!!! yay..
i woke up at 12, did my art hw, then watched this NICENICE movie.. and then read some of math, and replied to zoe's and jeannette's letters/cards.. (im doing them chronologically. sorry!)

oh.. i wanted to say smth but then i forgot sheesh....
OH>> LIAN QU!恋曲。。。

anyway.. gtg eat dinner. come back later!

yours till the sunyo(???)
zhenni

[addon]
贞妮今天心语：

等待，是每个人生命中最甘心或最不愿意花的时间，却是每个人人生中花得最多的。。。

还有。。。。
每一个人，都在等一个人！你在等谁呢？
--等一个人咖啡

还有。。。。。

你在找我吗？

2007-02-18T15:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!
coz of the spammer gozzy, im forced to reply here-o~
DEAR GOOOZZZZZYYY>> im not GORGEOUS!
and its not more than a year, its about 4 months...
and and and TE ME MANQUES ET JE T"AIME AUSSI! GOZZY!
yar right if some god forbid * cute guy* is in love with me coz im so called *beautiful*
that would be shallow.
but im shallow too.. and im not beautiful, thank you.
what bestie?? you wanna be besties??? im confused!
i miss you tonnes too!!
put your pictures up!!!!! okay????
i know, we are always so preoccupied by the things we render more important....
haiz... i'll reply to your email soon!

so, yes was the day before new years, aka, new years eve..
we had new years dinner at this restaurant and had to wait till like 8/9 to eat..
okay, so i went to san fran in the afternoon ate like around two, so i was kinda full still. so it didnt really matter..
so aft dinner me and my cousin went to get ice cream yay! even in this dreadfully cold weather!
so i had a watermelon popsicle and on our way to find the gelato shop i was eating it and we had to queue even though it was like 10 o clock
and by the time we got our ice creams, i was alr done with my popsicle.hhaha
and i had a tiramisu gelato cool eh??
it rocks..
so after that, we all went to our cousin's house to watch the repeat of the china cnn new years eve show thingy..
it was cool..
and like reached home at one plus..

today, i woke up at 12 and had to go out for lunchy with my other cousins..
i've never had so many relatives for new years!!!
coz we were ALWAYS in genting for new yrs in singa.
like i was saying on new years eve night.. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE"RE NOT SPENDING NEW YRS IN GENTING!
haha.. so we had lunch! and i just came back! i love my cousins..
like 2 of them are mixed blood(half american and chin)--kristina and brittany
and then 2 are like taiwanese..zhong kang aka kent and angel ( ai smth) who's going bac to taiwan tonight! she's so nice.. this is like only my second time meeting her and i dont remember the last time coz i was so young. she's 21 but she really small and cute and PRETTY too! and SMART coz she studying smth bio about medicine one.. gosh..
all my cousins are SMART PRETTY(girls) and NICE AND KIND. sheesh, makes me so envious.
so anyway.. yupp.. seems like i not stupid is quite popular coz she seems to know
oh.. and kent is pretty funny.. he's like one year younger than me and 2 yrs older than brittany but brittany's taller than him. and like he was the shortest among everybody who came today cept for my 3 yr old bro.. hahha....

thats all for updates..

yours till the oranges,
zhenni

GONG XI FA CAI!!! ANG BAO NA LAI!
p.s.you guys wanna see pics of my sch??
and the er hem CUTE GUYS? (someone pls tell zoe to come to my blog k?? not only because of the cute guys.. tell her i have stuff to talk to her.. )

photos from vday

2007-02-16T23:07:00.000-08:00

this week has been hectic and crazy
and i didnt get one ounce of sleep...
so like on the sunday before mon,
i stayed up to do math till like 12 plus , 1?
and then on monday, we had our choir concert SOUTH PACIFIC. YAYYEE!

-------------------------south pacific 2nd night

and then i did volunteer for tri-m and we got to watch the show from the sound light box..(thats tues)
so like i stayed up till 12.40 on mon and late for tues too

and i had to write this crappy vocab story and stuff
so like weds i stayed up till 2 AM in the morning to do my bio chapters..

weds is VALENTINES DAY RIGHT?
so we had loads of fun coz jamie brought her camera..

so i got a cookie from romi,
a choco rose from romi,
candies from shivani and akemi,
a orzark lollylove pop gram from sonia..
and we took tons of pics..

since im such a lazy pig.. im only putting some, (for south pacific, theres tones too, but im lazy)

-------------------------heart and card from romi! -------------------------us three!

-------------------------pls excuse my ugliness but i really wanted to put this up coz its really cute. we did this during brunch (15 mins) with exceptions to 3 and 6 -- i redid them during lunch but i think i look worse.. so thats why you see me and romi wearing the same jacket and she wearing octagon.. coz we switched when i went to the lockers to find them during 5th which was like their pe period and before lunch

-------------------------"will you marry me?"

-------------------------in deep thought.. IM THINKING!

anyway... so on thurs i had a vocab test..

and i crammmmmedddd for my major math test that night (slept at 1 plus)

and finally today, iwaked up early coz i wanted to ask my cher smth bout the test but in e end she wasnt there

and i ran the mile today,

and FINALLY. got the test over..

i didnt know how to do one question and i was sure bout one..

argh..gtg..

hope you guys enjoy the pics..

TAG!!!!!

oso, i realised there are a lot of cute ppl here after all.. not as bad as i thought. but thing is, they all prob have gfs.. aw.. but not as if i boy crazy like zozo.

oh and i'll post their pics next time..

yours till the fotos,

zhenni

p.s. all those photos are from jamie's facebook.

LOVEEE and HAPPY VALENTINES and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ISAAC! (belated)

2007-02-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

ahh,...
so i FINALLY FINALLYY.. got the bracelet..
yay!..
so i wore it the first min i got it >_<
haha.and then..we went out to KFC to eat! ahha
biggg bucket if CHICKEN>.
im gonna get soooo fat X___X
anyway, so after that, we went to target (with dropping cds off at e lib)
and then i got some nice valentiney stuff..
and guess who i saw??
tomer! haha.
he's like this guy in my art and bio class.
haha. ohh. and today, i went to the model UN thing.,
and guess WHO i saw??
the nicebackguy..
oh.. and sad news, talon/kalon/kaylin/dragon guy switched outta my pe class..
thats pretty sad...
i dont see him anymore.
but whatever!
i have sooooo many nice and cute friends now!
like rachael, connie lulu butt, LYNNNN, kelsy, sara without a H, rome/corn, jaime, SONIA!, shivani, cindy........ so on and so forth..
also, today it was a big fat mess.
im so sorry that im not typing chronologically..
so like during choir(7 th period/ last period of e day)
we got our bandannas for our choir concert.
MI GOSH. hav i told you guys bout the choir concert?
anyway, i got a blue one..
so after that, i was like slacking/hanging out/ watching azumanga daioh on lynn's ipod,
When I was watching halfway through,
I lost half of my glasses,. As in the glass thing dropped out with the screw!
So I was like a blind person bending down lowwwww to look for my screw..
Argh.. like when someone loses her contacts.. but worst.. coz a screw is SO much smaller.
So everyone started looking for it and kelsy finally found it..
Then when Rachael then lynn was repairing it, someone told me e pink slip was for me..
So I went to get it, and it was 2.40 pm on the slip.. so like I asked some ppl what time it was coz I couldn’t see the clock..
They said 2.50 and I was like OMG.. so I run(WITHOUT MY GLASSES) to the conseulor room..
And I was late.
So I asked a bunch of stuff like ap testing .. and summer sch, and erm math credit.
So i was wearing sara’s jacket( coz I was cold and I felt like it so I stole it off her)
So when I was walking back someone told me sara was looking for me + her jacket..
So I rannn to the lockers and ALMOST missed her when crystal or somebody told me sara was at the corridor. So I was like SARRRRAAA and she quickly took the jacket off me and then I rannnnn all the way back to the choir room (keep in mind that my sch is SUPER BIG) and on the way there I think rotem told me that my chopstick ( the hair thingy) was on the floor..
When I reached, lynn told me she LOST HER IPOD. I was like I swear I didn’t bring it to the conseulor( coz I brought my bandanna and sara’s jacket in the hurry) so we looked..
But then I was supposed to do this extra credit thing and like it was right after sch..
And before that I promised my friend I would go to her house aft sch today, but in the end didn’t. coz I didn’t rmbr and promised dave that I’ll stay back to do the decoration thingy for Chinese new yr for chin ap..
So like I RANNNNN all the way to the ap classroom and the helped decorate..
I’ll take a pic of that oneday.
It was super fun to do it with them coz they were like fobs so like they talked in Chinese in that really smart and funny way.. so like we used the angbaos to decorate the notice board thingy and in the angbaos theres like erm prizes and like the celebratey words for cny.. dave did that coz I was damn slack. Heh.
So this other girl did the “2” in 2007 (using the ang baos) and I did 7..
So the middle 00 were piggy faces..
They’re so cute, we did them! So like dave was like the 7 is neat and I was like I DID IT! Yay.
And he said the 2 was not bad too..
But then we was like if each added one then it’ll be like better or smth.
So I didn’t get it so I asked why?
And then I realized.
And then the other girl kicked him. Haha
Haha.
Do you realise what he said??
Cos if you added one to 2 it’ll be 3 right?
Then add one to 7 it’ll be 8
So it’s like san ba! 38! Haha
This reminds me of shannon’s phone no. its like 64 smth smth 383838 hahaa
Anyway. So that’s like the typical humor. Super funny one.. haha
So anyway, after that, I went to submit the orsark lollylove pop grams(don’t be a sucker, send a sucker) .. so like here we have grams. Like rose grams is like sending a rose to smone.. you ust have to pay and then write their name and 3rd period teacher and room no and then ppl will help you bring it to them. I sent a new yr rose gram to romi once and she sent me a mistletoe gram.. but I never got it. SAD.
So anyway,,.. im sending 6 friends lollypops. Coz valentines! Theres bear grams too but its like 5 bucks for one bear. I no money… heh.
And im gonna do MV shadowing..
Argh,.
.. off topic. Anyway so after the deco thing I wanted to go for badminton open house(did I mention that I Was trying out for badminton? It was just for fun though, I don’t really wanna be in the team coz like they train everyday) but them I called my dad alr so I gave up..
And when I came home I found CHICHI”S PACKAGE!! Ahh.. and I was so happy and I went to wear it.. blahblahblah(return to the start of this post)
So anyway, MV shadowing is like this eighth grader will shadow a freshmen for a day. And it’s a once in a lifetime chance coz you cant be a freshmen ever again..
But then again, what isn’t a once in a lifetime chance??
Anyway.. so like a eighth grader will follow you for one day and see for one day what hgh sch life is like. But its like pretty useless to follow me coz im relatively new myself,.
But anyway, im gonna do it..
And also, I got a myspace!
anyway.. i think THINK im done. not sure though.. will write more when i can think of it..

yours till the raves,
zhenni

2007-02-09T17:46:00.000-08:00

OMIGOSH>
I GOT THE BRACELET>
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THE WORLD!

yours til the bliss,
zhenni

2007-02-06T00:14:00.000-08:00

受伤了，

擦药吧

擦药吧，

在心上，

擦药吧。。。
-----------------
不顾一切追求梦想的人
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是勇敢的
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是坚强的
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是努力的
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是我佩服的
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>是

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>我做不到的。
所以，加油吧！

因为，你是
...................勇敢的
.......................坚强的
............................努力的
................................我佩服的
最重要的，
是

你有梦想................有梦想实现梦想

一万个，
一千个，

祝福。

翅膀,.............................................飞吧！
>>>就 ......................................的<<<
>>>>>在 .............................力<<<<
>>>>>>>你 ....................努<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>身 ..........吧<<<<<<<
>>>>>>>>>>>上 .飞<<<<<<<<

想了很久，很想打的字。。终于，打出来了。
你不用同意，更不用把他放在心上，
这，
只是我想说的，
心里，
的话。

最后，两句奇怪的话。。。

“因为天空阴所以有点拎不轻
但是只要看到你
我的天空就会放晴并且努力加把劲”

我不是方文山，没有堆积如山的文字与漂亮的诗句，
只有简简单单，
心里，心底，
想出来的话。。。

希望有人能因此一天开心，像放了风筝那般自由与清爽。。。
就这样。
但是，很难吧？
可是，人总是抱着希望而活的不是吗？

我认为，
简单的幸福，
也是一种幸福吧？

贞妮

2007-02-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

im here to update~` its 1201 am and i wanna sleep so fastfast FAST.
okay, i thought the tag i wrote for gozzy was kinda relevant and i was lazy to like explain here again,.. so here goes, (my excellent copy and pasting skills here to use!)++ edit!
me:yuuuupp.. have you seen the mary kate and ashley movie where they go to london? its called winning london( i just rembered. ive been going around 4ever trying to rmbr, heh) so like they do model UN in there,. its PLENTY cool. haha. so when i saw there was a model un club i was like MIGOSH> is that real?? then i made all my friends(ok,my 2 n only frens who were with me that day. pathetic)to join!
6 Feb 07, 15:59

so basically, you can see, PLENTY smth is my new fav word(as if i hate one last time o__O) and even though its TOTALLY grammatically incorrect, it sounds nice!
like plenty sad, plenty funny hahah.

yours till the jimjemjams! <---- MOCKINGBIRD! dont you LOVVVVVEEE that bookie??
zhenni

2007-02-04T17:32:00.000-08:00

continues from yesterday,
okay so i have two tests this week so i cant write much. must go study..
my resolution is to not use the comp till im done.
so i'll try to be quick in studying and update right after that! haha
miss and love..
U__U haha.
T____T

yours till the sea of tears aka lei hai
zhenni

2007-02-04T00:16:00.000-08:00

hello everyone..
im here to update..
i want to talk bout a video about discrimination
and joining csf, octagon and tri m and hopefully model UN. heh
hmm..stupid msn failed on me twice today. sheesh. hate it.

yours rill the rain shines,
zhenni

GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES

2007-01-24T21:37:00.000-08:00

argh.. i have no idea why the heck my tagboard and all that stupid things are gone. ag.

okay. so today my art teachermade us watch a movie for our block period(which is 1 and a half hours)
and since he's been talking bout it a lot, i was expecting it to be good. and he kept saying it was really sad so i thought.. i better not cry.. coz its embarrasing
the movie is called GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES
it is an EXTREMLY EXTREMLY SAD movie. highly UNrecommended if you are gonna watch it outside of your house in a public place and you dont have boxes of tissues with you.
gosh.
its actually an anime but . wait. wait for the catch.
it was produced in a looonnng time ago..
sooo.. it was TOTALLY HAND DRAWN. can you imagine that???
all the fire and the rain and the water and everything. its CRAZY!
gosh.
and basically.. it is damn sad.
and guess what i did??
if your guessing i bravely did not cry.
sorry. wrong.
coz all those who know me well know that im made out of water.
so what i did was.,,
TRIED VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD NOT TO CRY
but when it ended... i was like ahhhh....
and my dummy teacher went to say that i was crying so i bet everyone was staring at me or smth. but i didnt dare look. so i wont know.
anyway. thing is, i stayed and tried to clam down but i kinda broke down on my poor friend..
haha. anyway.. thank god it was the last period so i could go home after that.
and my friend from another period told me that even boys in her class was crying.
so i was like. dang, i would wanna see that.
i regret not looking around the room.
oh.. and i walked home with that friend and we meet outside of the choir room so she was like are you sick or smth, cos your nose is red
and i was like i saw the GRAVE OF THE FIREFLIES ahh.. and we hugged.
and she knows cos she cried too. haha
ah. thing is. GO WATCH IT. but at home. dont try it at school.
coz if i watched that at home, i wont stop crying fro a minute.
you realise how bad it is now?? it was killing me trying not to cry.

yours till the fireflies,
zhenni

p.s. i had to wake up DAMN early today for the choir concert's rehearsal.sheesh, or else i could have woke up at like erm, what 9? and we sang with the boys which was damn funny. and with the orchestral too.. aww, wish you guys could be here to watch my concert. sad sad sad.

updates and such

2007-01-21T17:56:00.000-08:00

helloo..
sorry i havent been blogging.
i miss everyone so so very much!
haha. update...
erm.. last week was spirit week
but mon was martin luter king day so it was a holiday
then mon was twin day, weds was erm pop culture day . thurs was out at sea day
fri was class colour day.. on fri, we also had a rally.
haha. but this winter spirit week was kinda not as spirited as homecoming. haha
anyway. there was a winter ball too. but i didnt go. coz it was really very ex and no one asked me anyway.. haha
and erm. the rally was really cute.
each class(level) was a video game character. like
2010(my class) was mario
then 09, was erm erm erm pikachu.
08 the juniors was yoshi the green thingy
and then senoirs 07 was erm.. cant rmbr.
in the end the juniors won. and the seniors was damn sad and stuff.
anyway.. haha.. it was called the Wiinter rally. Wii? haha very cute right?
then they played the video game thing. kinda nerdy. haha
also, sat(yesterday) i went to the dentist to do the root canal thing.
the dentist did the erm. whats it called? the thing that makes you numb and no feel?
she injected it into my erm gum or smth so half of my mouth was numb.
when the numbness finally came off.
my teeth was SOOOO painful. argh.
so i ate panadol.hehe
cos the stupid clinics here dont give medicine one.
you must go buy woth the prescription yourself.
so my dad went to buy.. and took a long time coz the pharmacies were closed
and when he finally came back, i ate it. haha
and its much better now. haha
thats all..
i STIILL havent finished my hw. plus i have a math test. shit.
you know i suck at math now??
haiz.

yours till the smell of a rainbow,
zhenni

2007-01-10T16:35:00.000-08:00

my class starts at 9.35 every morn except for wednesdays which is today, it starts at 9.25 yup..
but i woke up early today coz no one's sending me to sch so i had to walk all the way..
btw, i walk all the way home everyday too. coz my mum hasnt gotten her driver's license and
i climb a hill everyday.. coz i live in this mountainy area// but not ON the mountains.
and today i was carrying my big fat laptop which is super big.much much much bigger than normal comps. plus, im wearing new shoes today.

i think im getting blisters in my feet..
( this is from my email to perlin but pretty much sums up what was i suffered todayy.. and since im such a lazy pigg.. i refuse to retype this heh!)

ahh.. audition tomorrow. very very veryy very very DEAD.
oh well. at least i can memorise the thing. the worst that could happen is that i forget the words and cant utter any sound right? haha.

yours till the blotches,
zhenni

2007-01-10T00:13:00.000-08:00

argh. sheesh. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel like screaming but its the middle of the night here. precisely 12.12 am.
argh. i am pissed. ah. ah. ah. ah. ah. i should stop this. a blog is NOT a place to vent your frustrations. repeat to self hundred times.
sheesh. i know i get angry easily but it always blows over in a matter of hours or minutes depending.. but seriously. why are they so many shitty people in the world?
sheesh. i shouldn't let shitty ppl take up my thoughts right. so i shan't think about them. ah. ah, ah. okay. better. but still. i knew i was going to regret it if i said smth bad so im not gonna say anything.
hmmm.. 只要笑一笑,没什么过不了对不对? its becoming my mantra nowadays. haha. and it kinda works. seriously. ahh.. now i dont feel angry anymore! yay!!! hahah.

okay. update, im trying out for the auditions of smth im not saying what.. or else i'll probably get a round of critisms again. which i really dont need now. im emphasizing. im just TRYING out for FUN. its not like i think im so great or anything.. coz seriously. im so timid nowadays, i just wanna make myself braver. and im sure i wont get in.. but for the experince, i'll go. and you miss 100% of the shots you dont take right? haha. basketball. i know, a cliche. but, cliches are often true. and after all that not taking things or granted preaching, i'll such do what i say right? hmm. and all that not grabbing on stuff(which gozzy knows all too well coz i've been grumbling bout it.. which reminds me. where's my email gozzy?)
anyway. so wish me luck so that i wont fall flat on my face while climbing the steps of the stage or just plain walking. coz im really scared i do. and im crossing my fingers i wont wimp out or get stage fright.

yours till the messengers,
zhenni

p.s. this time of th year, seems like everyone is stressed. haha. lighten up, coz we have a long way to go.. why not enjoy the process? haha. i guess im kinda saying this to myself too. CHEERS!

2007-01-04T16:51:00.000-08:00

小乌龟-张栋梁

la la la la la la
la la la la la la

这首歌要给一个人
歌声代替语言
深情只增不减
那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋

爱的感觉
比樱桃更甜
双眼放送闪电
能超越极限
让人忘了季节
爱成了经典
为他付出所有爱恋

要你永远是我的小乌龟
我爱你每一天 ...
SUPER cute song which "he qun" surposededly wrote for "cheng xiao shi" haha. although the lyrics are awkward at parts,it fits the story of the show!!! AWWWW
张栋梁-北极星的眼泪

ahhh I LOVE THIS SONG>> its stuck in my head. anyone who has this song, SEND! ahhh. i want this entire ost! its so cute! AND i want hanakimi's ost too!!!

this video basically explains their relationship.:DDDD

ahh.. busy!!! bleh. gotta bring my laptop to school tmr. so irritating. but no one in my pe grp has an laptop.. so... haiz. me again!

yours till the kayaks( i was suddenly reminded of our adventure camp ^__~)
zhenni

i just went to check my blog and WOAH. so many tags. haha. esp KIMBOOOO haha. coz shes so BIMBOOOO ..(nt really =.=)
anyway.. so i came back to edit this post and reply to those tags.
JMMM.. hahahah i know! its so funny right? but i do think "they are a match in class rep heaven", seriously!!! they represent our school spirit. yin and yang! haha.
KIMBOOhaha., i dunno, you got it when i wrote that letter to you that started with KIMBO! haha. woah. your hair must be weird now, and the part about bankruptcy? one word---'expected' and the 13 encs, sorry still: "under construction",HAPPY NEW YEAR to you too!
ZOE!I KNEW YOU WOULD BE ONE. SAME AS KIMBO. TWO WORDS, 'VERY EXPECTED" i just didnt write it in the thank you part. i was going to predict that you will become one this yr too. haha. thats 3 yrs of class rep for you!congrats!!can you write me a email? or i write you one? i havent gotten the e letter yet.at least i dont think so
TANtian shi qing ren? maybe i will one day. but i feel like watching rock paper scissors. but then like 27 eps so long. haha. who other shows do you recommend? is tian shi qing ren only by ming dao? do they have other ppl?who's the girl?
TTFN, thats all... off to lumpy's blog to see what she replied!~~

2007-01-01T00:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!!

haha. my first post for the year. i was doing a quite loser thing. i watched a spanish SPAINISH channel's new year countdown and i called hiromi on the phone (we are talking on the phone now) and we counted down together and wished each other happy new year .. and tried to think of our new year resolutions.. haha. okay. thats all.. cant type like this.

yours till the 07s,
zhenni

2006-12-31T18:54:00.000-08:00

MY LAST POST OF 2006 (as inspired by jean minn)

as inspired by jean minn's post. im gonna thank everyone who made this year so special and different. and memorable. i KNOW definitely this year wont be easily forgotten. coz of the many things that happened and changed.

and same as jimmy's it's in no order of preference. just happens on which one pops up in my mind first.

here goes nothing..

1. the class of 2SY. haha. although we arent the best class or anything. the times we spent together we special and no one can deny that we ROCK. hey, we didnt win the fittest class for nothing okay?? haha. adventure camp, sydians, the sincerity cap(which i would wear to sch one day), our class tee( which im wearing now).. thanks for everything and everything. I WOULD MISS YOU GUYS TONS. you guys changed how i feel about first class ppl. ( i was always biased towards 1st class ppl)

2. GOZZZY coz im talking to her now on msn. thanks so much for being you, gozzy. and promise me you wont change for aint nobody haha. and that no one else can call you GOZZY hehe. and DONT STOP the emails coming!!gozzy become my friend pretty late in the year. and i guess it was all fate. haha. and i have to thank zoe, coz because of zoe, i got to know gozzy. haha.

3. bozo(ZOE) haha. im gonna seperate the whole gang of us coz i have so much to say. ZOE, thanks for being the boy-crazy and hectic you. haha. you brightened up our whole class haha. in a way, our class rep iis our class clown... and dont forget bout our book!! im typing it out! go check thelovescore blog! i put some stuff up liao!thanks for being there during om. oh OM ..

4. the infamous OM group. hahah. thanks for being you guys, and i wont trade our experince for ANYTHING in the WORLD. we cried, we laughed, we teared, we sweated, we agrued(well, mostly me and mishy), we spent tons of time and money. and.. WE HAD A GREAT TIME!! hahaim sorry for being so hot tempered!! sorrrrrryy.. haha. and as jean minn said, we did a lot of amazingly stupid and dumb and silly things. haha. thanks again!!

5. and speaking of class clowns, i have to thank MAY aka ma may mo tu? haha. i remember how we spoke bout all sorts of things in the dark night. haha. when i hang up, the phone was soooo hot. haha. may is so crazy but so fun. and like how me and chiying said, may and cheryl giam are one of those ppl you would never forget.

6. speaking which, CHERYL giam. haha. you are one of (in fact, only one) the most motherly 14 year old's i have seen. for you and zoe to be class reps, it seems like a match make in class rep heaven. haha.

7.and im sorry to put you in number seven, but because im afraid if i dont put the ppl above, i';ll forget, (you know my memory) .. tada.. KIMBOOO., aka, cheechee, lumpo,chichi.. LUM CHIYING. haha. crazy girl. the accomplice of 13 lil blue envelopes and the traveling bracelet. haha. although the bracelet isnt really traveling yet. haha. I WANT MY BRACELET!!! haha. and i loved all those weird crazy talks we had. haha. and dont stop the letters coming! i want soveinirs frm hk!!

8. WEI POK/fishball. by now, i think im gonna thank everybody in sy. gosh. even though 80% of them wont read this. anyway. THANKS tons to weiting. haha. you made our geog proj sooooo fun. haha. jian bu de guang de ren haha. and speaking which., i shall thank my GEOG proj GROUP too (sasha, roxanne, melissa,weiting) coz we ROCKKKK.. haha we did the thing mostly on msn and our free time in school. its one of the easiet projects i have ever done( and most fun too) and. WE GOT FULL MARKS. crazy or what? love you guys tons!!

9. next up. SHUFIE. haha. the tvb crazy. haha. LOVE YOU LIKE MAD.. AHHH STRAWBERRY SAKE. heh heh, haha. island creamery!! stock up loads of strawberry sake k? hahah. eat them for me!!! and dont forget my 13 lil envelopes. andandand thanks for creating this blog for me!! hahah. LOVE YOU

10. not to forget, all the teachers... miss lee.. everybody.. hmm. miss everyone~ thanks for making my last year in sc different. and memorable. haha. and miss heng!! i'll never forget that my last day in sch was the day she announced she was leaving. and i have to thank the MEEPOK uncle. for not dying before i left so i got to eat my last bowl of meepok. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR MEEPOK. hahah.

11. and like what jean minn wrote,thanks to all the bus drivers (especially those DAMNED bus drivers) who drive me to and fro sch everyday. and NO THANKS to those who ignored us when we were in the bus stop. for god's sake we missed THREEEE buses in a row once. thanks again. (to those nice kind ones)

12.and....well, since im thanking ppl, im gonna add on the ones that made my sc life wonderful. since well, im in america and everything. i have to thank MICHELLE GOH! . haha. im sorry i was so hot tempered with you... and we always agrued(and made our OM group all mad) and i loved all the projects we did in sec one. ( hercules? i rembr the time we did it and you sleptover at my house haha. and we could memorise all hercules' tasks, haha. and rmbr teo beng chuan? hahah)

13.and i have to thank class of 2CO '06.. coz its like my second home hahha. considering how i always go there after sch to wait for perlin. and jean minn..

14. i have to thank the gym ppl haha. I LOVED GYM. and since im on ccas, i have to thank the ART CLUB. though we slacked like crazy. (kudos to eli and teenli who made art club fun!)

15. i have to thank 1 GY 05 too. where it all started. hahah. when we were still innocent sec ones.

im saving the bests for the lasts...

16.JEAN MINN.. ahhhh haha. i never did say thanks for the card right? i made me laugh like mad but it made me really really realllllyy sad too. haiz. i miss you like mad. hahah. thanks for everything.

and. the veryveryvery important.
17. PERLIN PEH KAI LI. haha. all those times when we talked about EVERYTHING under the sun. and how you will always wait for me no matter what. and how we always walk and talk.. and how we always go to bukit panjang plaza. and and everything. hahah. I MISS YOUUU and love you loads. haha.

18. last of all, to all those who i might have forgotten to thank( you know how bad my memory is): THANK YOU!

19. and this time. really really really last. to every single person in the world who makes this a wonderful place to live in (well, we dont have a choice right? ) and to all the writers,directors,actors,orphans,volunteers and just PEOPLE, JIA YOU!!! hahah.

thats all.
and oh/
20. i forgot. HIROMI!!! hahah. i dont have to say much for you right? just, thanks!

yours till the thanksgivings(its like thanksgiving by thanking so many ppl right? makes me think of counting your blessings. hahah)
zhenni

p.s in 微笑pasta, 成晓诗　likes to say,只要笑一笑，没什么事过不了！
and she said 每个人只有一个敌人，那就是他自己。and i think they are really good advice and are true!! haha. i love that show. (oops, overused word?)
p.p.s just SMILE!! i believe no matter how bad the situation is, it'll always pass. just like 只要笑一笑，没什么事过不了！, coz, 套句老话，ten years down the road, would you still care? it will all become wonderful memories! ^_____________^

new year

2006-12-31T16:55:00.000-08:00

i realised that when it is still 2006 here, its already 2007 where you, yes you probably are at(coz none of my friends from here reads my blog or better still, even KNOW bout it. cept for hiromi) ..

i dont think we really care whether its 2006, or 2007. its all numbers. but whats important to us is what represents this numbers. it might be a fresh start in life, a new year in school, a graduation... anything. its the memories that makes the numbers important. its the things we have to say goodbye to that makes us not want to move on. but it is also the idea of a brand new year. the excitement... but i always have thought( and now still IS thinking) that time is just a matter of numbers. its just a way we organise our lives. and in a way, more like a invention instend of a discovery. what's the different between a discovery and invention?它，只是一线之差haha. and i was thought the real unit of measurement for time,

is memories.

doesnt matter whether you can remember or not, its what happens that makes things that passed an imprint in someone's mind. even of you cant remember, someone else definitely can. who the heck would say: " in 2006, november 19th, i watched KO one.it was a great show. i love that show." or say, " do you still remember in the year 2000, we went to disneyland? in june 14? " WHO the HELL will remember memories by time? who? not me. what matters to me, is the experince. as long as you enjoyed it, it was worth the time.

a whole bunch of crazy rantings my be again huh? but its so weird. now, its 5.05pm here, december 31. the last day of 2006. but. what's the difference between yesterday and today? i really dont get it.

this year, was a year full of goodbyes and hellos. i said goodbyes to too many constants in my life. it wasnt all bad. but, its still a goodbye. the next time i see you, the same person that's peering into the computer now, you will be changed. no matter how much i hate change. my life seems to revolve arounf change.

in this year of not all sad goodbyes, (coz that pang hasnt hit for some yet, and hopefully never will..)and this year of "lasts" i said goodbye to my last year in scgs, last year in singapore, last year with all my sc friends, last year getting the chance to sit at the steps facing the field, last year being able to call anyone i like at anytime, and knowing that everyone i think of are all one this one sunny island with me. no matter northsoutheastwest.

i have a tradition. smth that i never did discover till i thought about it. in primary school.one day at recess, when i was feeling down. i went to the field and spent the whole recess walking the perimeter around it. magically, all my troubles disappeared. and i vowed that i would go back and try it SERIOUSLY again. but 很多的人,事,物got in the way, and i never got the chance to do so. the field of my primary school(the holding sch) is a very veryveryvery special place to me. but i know i'll probably never get the chance to see it again. i know yuxin might remember this one time how a whole gang of us played at the field. it was a wonderful memory. i cnt remember how we got the idea to play at the field, a place which belonged to the boys most of the time, but i guess, in a way, it was fate too. fate caused us to all return early from that movie. and all so weirdly were free with different reasons.
anyway, that was one field.

the second field, one i dont really like, is the scgs field. its well, a love-hate thing. its where the sun shines the hardest, and the hottest. and the napfa run. haha. but i can still remember our class held together and how we encouraged each other for the run. that was a good part of the horrible run. and though i think its weird. but i think its fate too. remember how mrs chua asked us to choose a place to write about for the decriptive essay? i chose the field. something very little people chose. bt i did because of my previous memory of another field. and during that trip, i did smth i never did before. i experinced the field quietly. this may be a weird sentence, but maybe i can rephrase it to i experinced the queit and cclam field. i didnt do well on the essay. i was ok. average. but i experinced it. i felt it. but i cant put it on paper. im not that well with words. but what i felt. no one can teach me how to feel. i wanted to go back to experince the wonderful calming silence of the field again, but i too, never got the chance. i wanted to go back on chiying's last day in sc. but we never did.

i dont know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. but i always seem to be able only to get to "feel" the field once. its weird. and i guess its a tradition alr. sooo,,, i hope, on my first day of sch in the new year, i can go to the bleachers at my school's field now. and “feel" this field.

i can remeber smth darren goh wrote once( i cant say "say" coz it was an sms) i remeber he saw me on 190 but i didnt see him. so he said. it doesnt matter, we have four more years. (then i was still sec one) and guess what happened? i dont think we ever did meet on the bus again. we always take too many things for granted (like how we took our fours years for granted) and when you regret not grabbing on, its too late. my fours years in scgs became two. i hope you are able to treasure YOUR years left in scgs. although these two (well, not exactly two,) years were bittersweet, i choose to remember the sweet memories. all those that were bitter, all dont mean much now. like smth i always say to ppl when their results are bad and they are "mourning" i would say, " you wont remember about a small little test you got badly tens years later right?" and i do believe its true. all those that we sad or embarrasing or unhappy now become funny and memorable.

i was talking to mark the other day, and i remembered how we used to pass notes and how he always always got caught 还拖我下水，还我也被老师罚 haha. it was sooo embarrasing then. coz there was once when he got caught and mdm lim read the notw out i think. and note went"do you like anybody(mark)" or smth and i think i answered why or no. but the thing is imagine thes sit. and then mdm lim was like who is the other person? i had to stand up. and everyone was looking at us. it was horrible. haha. but i was laughing like hell yesterday haha. coz its so funny now hahhahahaa.
thank god i didnt say who i like or said yes. that would be soooooo embarrasing. hahaa. and everyone would know who i liked.. haha. (for your info, i did like sm one then haha.)

well. enough of ranting. happy new year~ haha.

yours till the 北极星的眼泪，
贞妮zhenni

p.s. i finished 微笑pasta in 3 days!
i watched till ep 5 on fri and then till finish ep 14 yesterday. and i finished it this afternoon! coz the show's only 17 eps. its really nice and funny! i recomend it !!haha. ^____^

2006-12-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

ITS THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN!!
itssss CHRISTMAS EVE TODAYYYY
ahhhhh how's everyone out there?? i went shopping today!!! and bought stuff! and ate malaysian cusine!! which had stuff that was like singaporean!!! i ate smth like roti prata and SATAY!! hahahaa im soooo happy.. LOVE TO THE AIR
hahahhahhaha

yours till the holy nights,
zhenni

for kimbo~

2006-12-21T17:41:00.000-08:00

haha. i just got kinbo's letter.. IM SO HIGHHHH NOWWW. hhahahah.
okay.. as previously promised to chichi, im putting up kao jing yi dian dian （靠近一点点）,. the song that i like a lotalotalotalotalot. coz it seems like describing smth i do. haha. justt like 后来的我们 is to chee, that song is to me. decribes my "恋情" 哈哈。right out from the iswak ost.

靠近一点点Kao jing yi dian dian (Come a little closer)
(湘琴之越挫越勇主题) - 演唱：南拳妈妈Lara

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心里不懂
我努力让你感动
(我会努力让你感动)

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点
(不再那么遥远）
大声说出你所有感觉
（让我听见)
别再静静关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
（过来我的身边）
能不能再勇敢一点点
（让我看见）
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢笑着和你说再见

im gonna put up this song if i can find it. toodles~

yours till the tiramisus,
zhenni

2006-12-16T21:53:00.000-08:00

i wanna open a coffee, ice cream, books, music, cake shop. ALL IN ONE. and in this shop, you can't bring your handphones in. you have to leave them at this place near the door. this has to do with a article i read once. it was roughly about how when the author was walking beside someone, and the person's handphone rang, and the person ans it. and the author wondered, is technology bringing people closer or farther? shouldnt you treasure the person beside you?(wait, i think i added tis part~ haah ) anyway, he said smth bout erm.. oh yar. like liniked to another person's world. oh well, smth to that effect lar. anyway, i hav always wondered about this question. okay, the shop thing? its random right? im sorry haha. anyway, i read a book, called magic 7 ( GO READ IT PERLIN) i wasnt really fated to read it, cos i borrowed it once, but had to return it before i could start on it(wait, did this happern/ oh well, my memory.. ) anyway, and i saw it many times in the library(not sure many or not, but at least once lar, forgot liao~ ) and it was one of the last books i rushed to read finished in my last days in sgp. oh well. it was a wonderful book, and note to gozzy, its chinese, but its kinda long, not good for you. (it was one of those rare long ones) anyway, i recommend a book(chinese) called, dont call me jay chou or smth like that, by putin. go look for it in the nlb. haha. PERLIN helped me find it after not getting to borrow it once. and i am WAYYYY glad to have found it., cos it was a SOOOOOOOOOOOO good book. the phrase " ai wo de qing ju shou" came from there. and that wish about fainting? it came from there too. goosh.LOVE THAT BOOK. and whats more, its one of those rare short short stories book. as in seriously short. hahaah. I LOVE IT. oh wait when did i get here??? haha, im ranting again huh? oh and one of my biggest wish(oh well, many, in no order of importance) 1, to faint 2, to open that shop mentioned above- well, basically open a 'magic 7" and 3, to write that book. haha. and with that book wish comes the traveling the world one. IN ONE PACKAGE. 4. to do the 13 lil blue envelopes.-- that goes with travelling the world too) 5,to go to paris( well, basically all of europe) with GOZZY. 6, to do a "history' trip. that im DYING to do. haha.

anddd i really havve to do this today or else, i'll put it in my long list of things to explain. gosh.
I have to say sorry.
to all those i was scared of, hiding from, didnt like... and to a very special someone. (not in the way you are thinking =.=)
"i only hate one person my whole life"
i bet some of you have heard this sentence sprouting from my mouth before huh?
i saying sorry to that person. coz i really dont hate you. im sorry. you just became the bad guy in the mind of an overimaginative girl. IM SORRY. not that you will every know im saying this, but still. i just wanna say it. i dont hate you. i hate myself for ever saying that. life's too short for me(well, for everyone actually) to hate anybody.
also, i wanna say sorry to all those ppl who i liked before. well, its not like you ppl missed out on anything. im saying sorry partly to myself. im sorry i never tolf you guys i liked you. i sound be braver huh? sorry~ haah. even though i might get rejected, i still should have said huh? afterall, you miss 100% of the shots you dont shoot right? haiz. but im just so timid when it comes to stuff like this. for everything else, i stick to that shoots motto. haha.

thats all, i've got most of the stuff i wanna say outta my system now.
, dont worry, its still the crazy, dumb, unbeautiful, unintelligent, untalented, un-- imperfect, zhenni here. haha. who hahas too much in her posts. haha. see?

yours till the pouts
zhenni

p.s. all this come from when i was showering. the time i think the most is then. weird huh? haha. oh, and i always wanted to say.. my inspiration always comes from my interaction with people. haha. guess im really "ren lai feng" huh? go figure what that means haha. i love the term. "go figure" but only by itself, not with anything else. haha.

pps, guess what, i realised, imperfect actually is IM perfect joined together. fun huh? but im not saying im perfect, what i meant aboves is un-perfect. haha.

2006-12-16T18:31:00.000-08:00

Tokyo Juliet 11 Part 2/7
listen to what li sha says. that the present is only this 8 seconds. really really cool. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8,. YOU JUST spent eight seconds of your past on my blog. HAHA.

yours till the ducks,
zhenni

NOTE: this was an old post from 12/16 which i saved as a draft when i was watching tokyo juliet! go watch the 2nd video! its really REALLY cool!!!

2006-12-15T20:31:00.000-08:00

im watching two new shows now. one is super new and is currently airing in taiwan-- hua yang shao nan shao nu, super cute. and the other one is this--
TOKYO JULIET the one i told chichi to watch. now i noe why she finished it in a few days, and this is just wayyy cool of we're doing romeo and juliet in school right now. goosh. that goes with the liang san bo and juliet song. haha. LOVE.

havta be fast cos i wanna watch my show hehheh.

yours till the shower heads
zhenni

LOVE IS IN THE AIR! right, goozy?
and i mean it literally, to all those who dont get this. haha,. will explain next time. remember. THE AIR~

sorry, im super high cos of the show
and the part im showing is super sad. hope i dont spiol anything for ppl who wanna watch. if you havent, GOOOO~ haha. its waywaywaysad. at first i wondered why it was called tokyo juliet. now i get it. a line in the show(in this ep ) reminds me of the famous line: O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo? and the wherefore here means why, not where. which explains tons. anyway~ BYEEE

MVVVS

2006-12-09T13:16:00.000-08:00

new vids. sheesh this is turning into a video blog. haha. this is a kinda old song. anyway...i just love the lyrics.
一個人的行李

戴佩妮《iPenny》專輯
一個人的行李
詞曲/ Penny

心情好 or 心情壞有什麼好假裝
反正天若真的塌下來我自己扛

天氣好 or 天氣壞有什麼好緊張
反正下一秒鐘的我開始開始流浪

我要一個人去東京鐵塔看夜景
我要一個人去威尼斯看電影
我要一個人去陽明山上看海芋拍偶像劇

我要一個人去紐約純粹看雪景
我要一個人去巴黎喝咖啡寫信
我要一個人的旅行一個人透透氣

向右轉 or 向左拐有什麼不一樣
反正每一條未知的路都有未來

我和誰在談戀愛有什麼大驚小怪
反正下一秒鐘的我早已早已離開

我要一個人在希臘夢見蘇格拉底
我要一個人的通宵看完魯迅的背影
我要一個人呆呆的在浴缸裡思考阮玲玉

我要一個人的北京探望孟姜女
我要一個人的書局和志摩談情
我要一個人的旅行一個人徹底

心情好 or 心情壞有什麼好假裝
一個人的旅行一個人的行李
一個人的旅行一個人的空氣
一個人的旅行一個人到底

一個人的旅行一個人的行李
一個人的旅行一個人的好奇
一個人的旅行一個人沒有你
anddddd...
ELVA IS BACKKKKKK haha

finally..aft 3 years of waiting.. elva~ is BACK and this is her first mv.
ELVA 萧亚轩 NEW ALBUM 1087 1ST MV 表白

newest mv. hot too.
and..残废- 吴克群

its a really realy nice song. provided you listen to the song w/o e mv first . coz the mv i dunno, looks not nice. makes the song not nice.
but the song by itself ROCKS
男佣

havent watched this yet. just putting it up coz the song is nice.
将军令-- super nice song. notice the lyrics.~~

horrible looking mv bt overall nice song. i like the lyrics.
K One and Ivy Hsu(evonne hsu's sis)胡思乱想

胡思乱想
作词:蔡慧盈
作曲:vj-victor lau helen ng
演唱:k one ivy
k one ivy-胡思乱想
(jr)闭上眼就仿佛回到映?天
手微微出汗的错觉
(ivy)一瞬间我看穿你的笑脸
藏不住的爱期待冒险
(立扬)纸飞机投进心里頝?
只担心你没有发现
(ivy)指头绕头发一圈一堜?
写着我的思念
(ivy)现在你是否和我一样
(jr)懒懒对天空胡思乱惠?
(合)穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
(ivy)我猜现在你一定也想
(立扬)轻轻画我在你的心上
(合)在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

anyway. i gtg. finals in 3 days. gosh. and i spent all aft watching vids. crys.

yours till the bangs
zhenni

will blog like crazy aft finals. LOVEEEe
p.s. lumpo, i sent the letter alr. i think. and you got asked to the ball? cool man. who's the lucky guy? no one wil ever ask ME to the winter ball which is coming. oh well. who cares. =3 ^___^

2006-12-06T16:31:00.000-08:00

失忆

the picture is just fab. so artistic. thats the thing i love bout mvs, but i love the ones with stories more.like this one.haha. i love the chu dian thing. i think is really cute.
S.H.E 触电

and this one is really sad.

its tui hou. the one that inspired me to write the gloomy post. oh well..

yours till the signatures
zhenni

speshow.

2006-12-05T16:10:00.000-08:00

singer of the day: luo zhi xiang. haha. new album:SpeShow(pronounced special. magic w/ english huh? --only the taiwanese can think up this)
first;header---jing wu men,羅志祥-SPESHOW精舞門MV

song of the day, nice sad moving, cool mv. enjoy will find the liyrics next time. show looks nice here. and for once. lin yi chen aka ariel looks pretty. oh well, thats e magic of mvs.

羅志祥VS倖田來未 Twinkle

this is kinda werid. but you can see how show's eng has immproved tons. -but still, lousy!
"羅志祥最新專輯「SPESHOW〠?也收錄了「自戀」創你?曲，因為看了韓國三人女子組 KISS之「因為是女子」的感人MV後?有感而發之作！ ... (more)"-taken from youtube.(someone put this beside the "KISS《因為是女子》小豬看後深受感動的mv" -which is the kiss- beacause im a girl mv i shown earlier)
anyway, show was touched by the same mv too! wow. weird huh.
SPESHOW-幸福獵人

pretty cute huh? its like imagination disco style. cool.
thats all for today. tas!

yours till the nerves
zhenni

wish me luck, i have a math test tomorrow. gosh.

p.s. lumpo! i got your package. put you are in deep dodo. where the hell do i get 0.7 lead? and refill for the eraser. bleh you. take back the pencil. and why is mailing so ex. im grateful, LOVE you. but the 0.7 ? sheesh. argh. bleh. andand. what huh? forgot. argh.

videos.

2006-12-04T15:46:00.000-08:00

haha. this song has been stuck in my head. very nai ting. coz i watched like tons of mv that day but still managed to keep this in my head. = pro. haha
lyrics:梁山伯与茱丽叶
词曲:曹格
专辑:习惯

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

oh yar. and the wo men jie hun ba video i wanted to show: im not caring bout you lumpo, you can just dont see it. but, ARE YOU WATCHING THE SHOW AT ALL?anyway, 2 parts of the ep. coz if not you wont understand., but you guys wont understand anyway right?

i love the last sentence of the show. theres like all the names off all the people that ever appeared in the show. (and this show's cast is not loose, its like tight and no one keeps disappearing-unlike KO one. when ppl like vanishing and nv coming bac with no explaination. i bet they thought we wont notice)
anyway. the last sentence is:只要以后我们可以在一个*晴天*的午后坐在*船头*上吃着*poki*冰淇淋喝瓶冰凉的*可乐* 肚子饿了就吃一碗加上*吻仔鱼*的*花枝*羹和*米粉*汤吃完了之后我们再去海边轻轻松松的捡个*漂流木* 盖着一栋小木屋这样子对我来说就已经足够了
哇那么厉害啊那我们不就都是*高手*了吗真的那么厉害那我们都是高手
all the words inside the stars are names of ppl. so if you watch the show, it'll be pretty amazing how they all come together n one sentence.

and i also LOVVVEEE the last part where they catch flies.. coz if you watch the show, the first ep starts with that. so its like 前后呼应 and when you watch the last part, its different from what you felt when you first watch it. coz of after everything youve watched in between. so its like the same thing, but different interpretations, presectives, and feelings. cool, aint it? maybe i should put the first ep out huh> reply in taggie if you want me to.

yours till the garage bands
zhenni

p.s. and if you wanna see cute guy's photo's, pls say so in my taggie, i'll take pics of them for you guys, wait, or should i say, GIRLS.hahha.

2006-12-02T17:22:00.000-08:00

btw, i went to a book store yesterday (chinese one)and guess what? THEY SOLD HONG JUN YANG"S cd.. gosh. its so weird. seeing's his cd. sheesh. and they had nice pens. but they were damn ex. Coz shipping I guess. And and..they sold loads of drama shows. And had guess what? THEY SOLD The champion, ren wo ao you. The swimming one with toro and Fiona xie and they ran in bikinis on orchad road rmbr? it isnt even sold in singapore. they had like my girl, and my sassy girl chun hyang. and the wei xiao pasta and everything. Haha.

just dropped by to say this. coz i wanted to do it before i forgot.

yours till the red waxes
zhenni

tag replys and blogskin

2006-12-02T16:45:00.000-08:00

eyaaa.. i was gone for long wasnt i? i have so much to rant about. but i just dont have enough time. finals are just round the corner and im way behind. im sneaking time to blog..

first thing. MY BLOGSKIN> as i have explained to gozzy, i LOVED this blogskin like mad. but then the skinner said that it only worked on ie(i found it the time when i wanted to change my moon blogskin) so i didnt dare, coz, my purpose of changing the blogskin was to allow LUMPO, GOZZAY, and the unexisting BOZO to read my blog. haha. but then i wanted it so badly, i decided to use it(there was abit of a story in between this, but there's no need for you guys to know) anyway, i went to ask shufie for help and at the same time, i asked the skinner whether it works on other stuff now, and she said she tried and its okay. SOO YAY. finally, i LOVE this skinner., i bet skinner out there alr know her, but i still wanna tell you guys, she's just-yinny in www.blogskin.com. go check out her blogskins, but dont use the same as mine(its thw unsaid rule right? and common courtesy too. coz i loved goozy's skin like mad but i cant use it, coz she's using it) I LOVE THIS SKIN.'

okay, now, replies to tags..
xing- yup, its so much clearer now right? haha. and more me too. and and, you want cute guys? i'll take pics for you. haha.
gozzy- rome and paris huh? HEHE. I LOVE ROME(but only a little less then PARIS) haha. and erm, i replied to the stuff you wrot ein the email right? so no repeats here.oh yar, i rmbr that you watched the vids now, sorry bout the tag in your tagboard, memory loss, my amnesia again. YUPP the guy's the one who always act as the baddie haha. but he's damn nice in here right? on and. im not sure bout the stairway to heaven thing, but i think should be him. cant rmb, i didnt watch stairway to heaven much.its not really, the same coz the guy DONATES the eye thingys to her k? haiz and the song is all about how the girl thinks the guy doesnt love her enough.
do you mean by the love was found in rome 1957?hhaah, i disagree with your disagree. LOVE IS FOUND EVERYWHERE> paris rome, africa, antartica, as long as there's ppl, there's love, which leads up to this story thing im gonna write when im older, but more bout that next time.
LUMPO-- its my new nick for you heh heh. and im seriously gonna call you that the next time we meet. oh and i saw this super cute sled thing in macys with the snowman and names on it. like keychains. there was kim you noe? i wanted to get them for everyone but didnt know ex or not so didnt in the end. sorriee. will get them next time i go there9if its not ex).. and yup, i went to read the post. how much ar? i send you money k? and did you bring the handphone socks?okay, i gtta add the ppl in my sch in the list too. GOSH another thing to explain. man.and you gave mr only 3 of my enves (read tag on your taggie)
perlin- coz im so outta date mar. haha. oh and there's this new show called zhong ji yi jia you know like fan wai pian of zhong ji yi ban. tell me if its out alr. it should be.
jeanny- YUP i changed haha. finally right? (read above)
abby- you rmbr watching? you watched before? SO SAD RIGHT? me and my couz cried together(and even though she wathced it like a million times)

oh gosh. i have sooo much i wanna say and aft replying to all the tags, i forgot. argh. haha

yours till the fake diamonds
zhenni

p.s. i defn will write all the rubbish i wanna explainafter my finals(which is the winter break-- YAY wich is 12/16 16 of december!!)

2006-11-25T13:59:00.000-08:00

ohh i went to find the because im a girl mtv. i mentioned a mtv cant exceed 6 mins right? im wrong. this is like 8 mins. SORRRRRIIEEE. LOOK and tag bout it k? ITS JUST SOOOO SAD. coz i read a book before and haiz,, i shant talk bout that its jus so sad.

im not sure whether this will work considering how im a tech idiot. but i think this video reminds me of the wo men jie hun ba ending. if you guys wanna see it then tag k? coz im afraid to spoil the ending for chichi unless, CHI,YOU ARENT WATCHING. and im gonna dig tong hua out too..
ha. i dug it out heh heh. even though guang liang is damn ugly, bear with it k? coz of the sad touching story behing it. and gosh this mv is 7 plus mins too. what a blur head i am i always thought songs rarely go past 5 mins so i assumed the same for mtvs too. im a dumbo. well enjoy k? and TAGGG. i need response ppl.

rant. and rambles

2006-11-25T13:34:00.000-08:00

yar hahaha.. thankgivinggggg hehe .. today, im gonna do smth i have nv done before on my blog(in case you stilll havent notice i dont do smth a lot of ppl do on their blogs) IM GONNA RANT BOUT MY DAY(actually, yesterday and the day before) well. HOW EXCTIING.NOT. haha.. okay.
well on thanksgiviing day, i went to my cousin's house for turkey. heh heh. and i saw myyylong lost cousin haha.. he grew ! heh heh. and yup. i love my cousins. oh. and my cousin (kristina) showed us loads of funny clips. and before that we watched the guang liang's mtv of tong hua( i know, its so old.. perlin will probably kill me , considering ... haha.)and to those who hasnt seen it, GOOO coz its hela sad. even though guang liang is sooooo darn ugly. and that girl hmm is she jin sha? she looks so familiar but i cant figure out her name. and then kristina showed me this mtv which IS SOOOOOOO SADDDDDD and brittany(which is my younger cousinwho's 11) said are you watching that again? you always cry when you watch that. and that was SADDDD i cried too. its probably one of my records(coz its only an MTV which cant possibly exceed 6 mins and i cried. argh. so sad k/ its called "because i am a girl"by kiss which is a korean person or group or smth. arghhhh and theres a english and chinese version. i heard the chin one before. gosh. it is JUST SO SAD. anyway, turkey was nice(it was before the mtv) and everything. ohwell and yesterday, which was black fri
*MY POST WAS CUT OFF COZ I COPIED THIS PART TO WORD BUT BLOGGER COULDNT POST THE WHOLE THING UP COZ OF I DUNNO WHAT>> SO I HAVE TO RETYPE EVRYTHING FROM MEMORY*
(the day aft thanksgiving coz of how the shops will hold sales and push the company's profits from the"reds"-lost to the "blacks" -profits.. smth liddat) argh,, i forgot everything i typed. i wanna cry.haiz. oh well, then i'll stop here. too bad the original completed version is lost... OHH i remmber. okay, so on black friday i woke up at 8 which is an acheivement for me coz of how i always sleep till 10 or 11 on the days i dun have to go to sch. haha. anyway, coz of the doorbuster thing9some shopes have sales starting from 5 am can? like early bird gets the worm liddat.. anyway, so i went to a very big mall and i got some nice stuff. i got 2 aeropostale sweatshirts/hoodies and a cashmere sweater. haha..
and since we are on the subject of clothes, the popular brands for the high school ppl here are (from what i observed lar) american eagle, abercrombie and fitch, hollister and aeropostale. aha.
and when i was in the mall, i saw SOO many ppl i recognised, and some of them (and other ppl my age) were carrying american eagle and abercrombie and fitch and hollister shopping bags(BIG TOO) so therefore, we can conclude that those are the popular brands of teenagers currently(haha.,., doesnt this sound like the ending of a research paper?) yup. i think thats all i wrote in my ost. YAYEE my memory is good haha..

yours till the staring matches( which i often have with ppl but not so oft anymore. heh heh-- and i forgot my yours till for the original one),
zhenni

oh yar and i said in m original post that i'll write more tomorrow ro explain all the stuff not that anyone will me interested cept for gozzy and there'll be a lot of copy and pasting to piece up an explaination post for everything haha..

and p.s if you are lumpo, can you ask someone to help me buy the eraser and then past it to you? I JUST WANT A DECENT ERASER, nd you can get it at any popular store. but if you cant then nvm. butttt I HAT THE ERASERS HERE.

there, i think i got everything i wanted to say in the original post out. haha T___T

rants. and rambles

2006-11-25T12:10:00.000-08:00

yar hahaha.. thankgivinggggg hehe .. today, im gonna do smth i have nv done before on my blog(in case you stilll havent notice i dont do smth a lot of ppl do on their blogs) IM GONNA RANT BOUT MY DAY(actually, yesterday and the day before) well. HOW EXCTIING.NOT. haha.. okay.
well on thanksgiviing day, i went to my cousin's house for turkey. heh heh. and i saw myyylong lost cousin haha.. he grew ! heh heh. and yup. i love my cousins. oh. and my cousin (kristina) showed us loads of funny clips. and before that we watched the guang liang's mtv of tong hua( i know, its so old.. perlin will probably kill me , considering ... haha.)and to those who hasnt seen it, GOOO coz its hela sad. even though guang liang is sooooo darn ugly. and that girl hmm is she jin sha? she looks so familiar but i cant figure out her name. and then kristina showed me this mtv which IS SOOOOOOO SADDDDDD and brittany(which is my younger cousinwho's 11) said are you watching that again? you always cry when you watch that. and that was SADDDD i cried too. its probably one of my records(coz its only an MTV which cant possibly exceed 6 mins and i cried. argh. so sad k/ its called "because i am a girl"by kiss which is a korean person or group or smth. arghhhh and theres a english and chinese version. i heard the chin one before. gosh. it is JUST SO SAD. anyway, turkey was nice(it was before ther mtv) and everything. ohwell and yesterday, which was black fri (the fri aft thanksgiving coz of how the shops use it to create loads of sales which will push the company's profit from the "reds"-the loses to the 'blacks"- the profits) and i went to the mall and brought some nice stuff. i bought 2 aeropostale sweatshirt or hoodie and a cashmere sweater. haha..oh..and since we are on this topic,
the hottest brands high school ppl are wearing are... (but im not really sure, but,, )abercrombie and fitch, hollister, aeropostale and american eagle. yup. haha,,and the ppl here like to wear like sweat shirts and jeans (my sch is a FLOOD of jeans)
yup.. back to the mall, i saw SOOO many ppl in the mall 9 like ppl i know from sch lar) and i saw a lot of them with abercrombie and fitch and american eagle bags and hollister too. ).. hmm. i'll do the wish list thing tomorrow or smth and there'll be a lot of copy and pasting from gozzy's emails to piece up an explianation post. heh heh. and loads of stuff i didnt explain to anyone before. not that anyone is interested other then gozzy right?

yours till the candy canes,
zhenni

p.s. lumpo, if ypu are reading this, can you like ask someone else to buy fo me and pass to you? but if cannot then nvm. BUT I JUST WANT A DECENT ERASER yyou can get it from any popular. haiz.

DA LIST

2006-11-22T14:40:00.000-08:00

OKAYYY finaallly the long awaited thanks giving break. im making of list of stuff i wanna explain.
1) code red for gozzy's benefit,
2) the big disaster
3)hiromi
4) today's pe disaster
5) nicebackguy + the other person and kylan? should i? and justin?
6) LSD and HAL . oh man. thats a lot of explaining
7) and the ELD pe anecdote i promised lonnnnggg ago.
8) and should i do the whole fat story behing the 13 lil blue envelopes? and the bracelet?
9) and the should the big story behind the yours till be reavealed too?
ans last of all ..
10) hiromi and KO one thing . fate. argh.

okay. i have to take a break coz i wrote an extremmllllyyyyy long email to gozzy ( ranting again- which i seem to do so much nowadays)

yours till the fags,
zhenni

im back.. from nowhere.

2006-11-19T18:19:00.000-08:00

hiiii im back.. after,. like erm 3 4 days of not blogging? haiyo.. anyway.. now, im talking to LUMPY>. in freaking singapore!!!!! argh.. I MISS SINGAPORE> well. anyways,
i shall talk bout hiromi. haiz.
but im so lazy today.. i know i wanted to talk bout the big disaster thing. and the fate thing. buttttt argh.. oh well.. arghhh.. im soooooo .. argh.. i have so much to do.. sorry.. gotta run.. will write about EVERYTHING thanksgiving break...

yours till point blanks,
zhenni

the disaster zone

2006-11-13T19:27:00.000-08:00

Guess what I went to do today? Nope, its not pretty,,
Well im kinda busy today so cant blog much..
In one short sentence, Today was a disaster. DISASTER. Argh..
I actually totally totally forgot that I had to go for the x ray test! As in it didn’t even pop up at me.. and I happily went to art after lunch.. arghhhhhhhh
I made my cousin wait for me. Bleh. Argh. Im such a FAILURE. Well.
Oh. What else did I want to say? I know theres something important. I wanted to say.. I cant remember. Ohhhh maaaann.. I think my brain is made of slush. No, really. Im serious.

OHHHHHH I remembered. That thing. The mathematician thing. Ahhh.. yup.. the PI thing. The 1.6180 whatever thing. Yupppp that chance thing.. that if you weren’t wearing high heels the day I met you thing.. hahhaha.. YUPPP I soo remember now.. but anyway, I have to go I’ll talk bout that next time. And talk more bout “the disaster”.. haha,, okay.. I realized im alternating between emo posts and ole cheery me ones. hahaha.. am i? i havta go check..

yours till the kilts.
zhenni

p.s. the ppl here like to say "hella good" or hella smth.. hahha.. very cute. hhaha. coz i know this person who does that in a realy cute voice ( she's a GIRL btw, if you are like zoe)
p.p.s.they like to say 'my bad" too( and they are mostly guys)
p.p.p.s.oh.. and i saw thenicebackguy again, twice. but he didnt see me. i dont think so.. hahah.. unlike that last two staring matches. im keeping my eyes on the ground nowadays so i wouldnt stare at ppl.
p.p.p.p.s erm. what did i wanna say? OHH i remember, if you are zoe(which i doubt) alex, helped my pick up my bottle the other day.. SHRIEKS.. NOT hahahha. anyway, alex nice ( incase you have forgotten who is alex, he's that american japnese guy who's "hella good" at art. whom you mistaken for an HALF KOREAN> hahaha )

退后（weiwei's blog's song)

2006-11-10T13:06:00.000-08:00

absense makes the heart grow fonder? more like, absense makes the heart stray further.

that was a line in my notebk. a random sentence i inserted many light years ago. i still feel like its true..

i've just been to chingay's blog(a.k.a weiwei) i realised that sometimes, friendships are quite shallow, its not our fault really, its all time's blame. it drifts us apart, once friends that stuck lke glue, who talked bout everything under sun, laughed and cried together. now, im not a part of your life, and you are not part of mine. all we have left is bittersweet memories.
ten years later, we'll all just be shadows of what we once was. maybe a smile hangs on our lips. but how much can we laugh about. time has washed us away, we are beaten around by the harsh wind and tides. and all we can say is, hi! how are you? isnt that sad. once, it had been ppl you see everyday, whom you took for granted, ppl whom you nv talked too, but had all become a part of your life..

dont everyone realise, to be able to cross paths with someone is incredible fate? there are 50 million ppl in this world, and you walk past rhis person at this time in this place? if you still have you doubts, yes, IT is fate. but how many of us grab onto it? we asumme nothing will change, everything will be the same. but yet, time changes EVERYTHING. nothing will be the same past this moment.

the music on weiwei's blog is making me all melancholy. but still. i feel like not grabbing on is a big mistake. do you want to remember everything as a thing of the past? when you can only 回头苦笑？

i've always been one who enjoyed 暗恋, just being there is good enough for me. i'm stupid enough to help the person i like to jiayou for his lovelife. and even that sometimes, i do it secretly.. aint i weird? haha.. and i realised smth, i never did confess to the person i liked that i liked them. and if i find out that he ikes someone, or someone likes him, i wont be jealous, i would like smile. .. hui xin yi xiao. 我是不是很笨？但是笨对我来说也是一种幸福吧。那，就让我这样笨下去吧！等到有一天，我有了勇气，就一直这样笨笨得等吧！但是，我真的希望，你，不会和我一样笨。。。要好好抓住机会哦！不要等到没法回头时再后悔，太迟了，希望，你能做到我做不到的！我会替你加油噢！所以，不！可！以！放！弃！

yours till the faded letters,
zhenni

HAPPY VETERANS DAY

2006-11-09T15:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VETERANS DAY!! or whatever that is getting me off school tomorrow.. YAYYEEE.. im so tired of school nowadays, not that its not fun .. but just, so tiring.. today we had a rally, but i didnt really go to see.
ohohoh.. and i saw theniceback guy again (you realise that theniceback guy is turning into a noun? muahahha ) oh. and i stared back at him AGAIN when he stared at me.. creepy.. did i mention that i stared back at him yesterday? mayb i did, i cant remember. shall go check my post afterwards.. well. i realy thought that i wont see him again. but i did AGAIN.. it is so weird. and i actually considered not walking that route to my art class, but i ended but walking that way and saw him.. HOW WEIRD IS THAT? way crazy.. hahah..

well anyway, what did i want to say? arghh oh man i forgot again AGAIN.. man.. i need my memory checked/.. OKAY i rember now.. okay, so if you are gozzy, or just someone bored, here's a trivia qn to you.. which were the 3 genres of film that determned american film. someone in my class said disaster film.. hahahaha.. aint that funny..( coz of the 911 and all that)but .. its not disaster film.. and the class im talking bout is art class.. if you are gozzy you wi understand.. anyway.. i realised smth./. you know 911 is the number for police/ambulance and emergency stuff here right? its so coincidental, maybe thats one of the reasons terrorists coz that day.. weird har? maybe not..

okayy.. soo.. i decided to do smth i wanted to do for a longgggg time.. haha..
thats is type out a list of rules we DONT have here. (so you guys can be jealous.. muahah.. im evil i noe)

okay.. here goes..
1. we DONT have to wear uniforms.
2. we DONT have to tie up our hair( boys and girls alike)
3. we DONT have to cut our nails ( but if you wanted of coz you can hahah)
4. we DONT have to undye our hair( that means, we can dye our hair any colour we like)
5. we DONT have to take out our nail polish( i dunno the word, its just means .. we can paint our nails)
6. we DONT have to stay in school during lunch (meaning we can leave the sch then)
7. we DONT have to wear shoes to school ( we can wear SLIPPERS)

well, thats all i can think of now.. if i have anymore, i'll just edit this post or add onto this post. haha.. btw, we dont have anyrestricitons on our hair too.. theres ppl will afros here.. and theres this guys whos have is in a how to say, messy mohawk.. super funny.. hmm. come to think of it, he's quite cute you know,.. well without the mohawk.. haha..

thats all for today.. tadas,

yours till the antis( they pronounce it as an-ties)
zhenni

my day.

2006-11-08T20:38:00.000-08:00

woah.. just realised i have 40 posts.. cool right?
so now, im offically in alg2/trig and chin AP.. argh
chin ap is darn scary. its like all the very old old ppl.. all tall and whatnot.. haiz.. i miss theniceback guy( i realised now i sound like zoe or huiyu) but actually, i dont.. but i saw him.. oh man, i cant remember where.. but i know i saw him (sees how unimportant he is?? ) haha.. anyway,.. OHH i remeber now.. the steps of the art class, near the rally court.. NO, AT THE RALLY COURT.. well anyway, the thing is he was like staring at me so i stare back lor. bad habit of mine.. haha..just when i thought i wont see him again. and i didnt even talked to him.. hahah.. and you realise sometimes its like hard to 'see" some one.. coz i saw soong soong twice and both times he didnt see me.. once i even hit him on his hand leh.. (shows how we very wu yuan) haha.. but theniceback guy was like woah.. haha; anyway.. i realised i keep saying anyway.. weird. oh.. well, my sechdule's totally screwed now..

1st period is still bio,
then is erm PE>. pe in the morn leh.. hate this.. and the locker room was damn crowded. today at pe, it was raining~~~ and our teacher made us run and play handball.. and the ground was soooo muddy. my shoe was all soaked and i can feel that my feet was wet in my socks (ewww or what?? )
okay then third will still be eng,
then alg 2. trig.. which stays the same lar. haha as in it was math class last time too
and then fifth is chin AP.. ap before lunch leh. dao wei kou.. actually, not really lar
then sixth is art and then choir..

well, anyway, i miss my old pe class.. coz there were this 2 china ppl who didnt understand eng, so i was their like translater. hm.. wonder what they're gonna do now when im gone hahha (ego)
okay.. and our new pe class only has like 8 girls or 9 not sure.. rest are all like guys.. bleh.. but soong soong is in my class and he was talking to kelsy, and he ws like she;s in my math class, and i said i switched.. and we met when we came outta the lockers (coz today is block day so math was next) and he was like you ditch me in this class, mayb i should switch too (he so should, he's damn smart lar) anyway, tthen he was like, now i have to hang out with shawn hahah.. i was like too bad for you.. and i had to go to goem classrm coz i had to ask my 'cher to sign me outta the class and i gave soong soong thr notes i printed out last time but dont need now.. haha.. and i tuck a post it there. coz i know he doesnt take notes, so i was like ' bye soong soong, pork floss, rou song, dunno what i printed these out but i dont need them now but if you dont need them just pass to smone else' haha. and he was like laughing when i left, anyway, thats it for this little 'story' thing is, i dont understand what a smart ass like soong soong is doing in geom..

yup.. thats all..
yours till the sprinklers
zhenni

the story of my life

2006-11-07T21:57:00.000-08:00

okay.. so here comes the story of my life.. be prepared to get ored outta your wits..
ANNDDD btw,, which blog are cxy and joel talking about? mine or perlin's? coz cxy said smth bout graphs..
i just went to perlin's book's blog,.. I REALISED SHE CHANGED THE SKIN.. CRYS WAILS>> bleh.. argh.. I LOVED THE OLD ONE.. no worries.. perlin, if you are reading this.. talk to me on msn k? i'll tell you a link( my friend is a skinner) she did sooooo many skins with swings inside.. VERY NICE OSO.. hahah

anyway.. i changed my schedule.. now it sucks like hell.. but well.. i got alg 2/ trig..and chin ap.. but i stil dunno whether i should go to AP.. coz haiz.. i love the ppl in my chin and math class.. they kinda grew on me.. and soong soong..and the nice back guy.. and vincent the jap guy.. and yuichi.. and josh,chris ohh.. and lilian.. and blah blah blah.. all the nice ppl.. crys.

these two are my fav classes.. bleh..
and im nv gonna see theniceback guy.. (im not gonna reveal his name.. muahah.. )
coz he's a sophmore.. bleh..and i think my friend likes him.. (tou xiao) haha..
but i heard her saying dnno what girlfriends.. not sure.. wasnt really listening. haha..
anyways.. this is a to be continued.. i have to see if im going to chin 4 or not..

yours till the deer antlers,
zhenni

hard love

2006-11-07T21:25:00.000-08:00

This one's for gozzy...
as requested, here is.. Hard love lyrics by Bob Franke.. haha.. well, actually, no one requested sooo.. whatever..

I remember growing up like it was yesterday,
Mom and Daddy tried their best to guide me on my way.
But the hard tomes and the liquor drove the easy love away,
And the only love I knew about was hard love.

It was hard love,every hour of the day,
When Christmas to my birthday was a million years away,
and the fear that came between them drove the tears into my play,
There was love in Daddy's house, but it was hard love.

It was hard love, every step of the way,
Hard to be close to you, so hard to turn away,
And when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved today,
there was nothing left to sing about but hard love.
So I loved you for your courage and your gentle sense of shame,
and I love you for your laughter and your language and your name,
and I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same,
Though the only love I gave to you was hard love.

It was hard love, it was hard on you I know,
When the only love I gave to you was love I couldn't show.
You forgave the heart that loved you as your lover turned to go,
leaving nothing behind but the memory of hard love.

So im standing in this phone booth with a dollar and a dime,
wondering what to say to you to ease your troubled mind,
For the Lord's cross may redeem us, but our own just wastes our time,
And to tell the two apart is always hard, love.

so I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away,
and I'll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day,
How you help me to accept myself and I wont forget to say,
love is never wasted, even when it's hard love.

yes, its hard love, but its love all the same,
Not the stuff of fantasy but more than just a game.
and the only kind of miracle that's worthy of name,
For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love.

isn't it just so beautiful? Its like a piece of poetry..
notice that every stanza ends with "hard love" cool don't you think?

okay.. im gonna write another post bout life generally so this ends here..
*big waves to gozzy* hahah...

oh wait..This story is titled "Hard love" by Ellen Wittlinger.
it was won some award thing.. AND I THINK SHE DESERVES IT.. haha..
you can go to the website www.SimonSays.com.. its the publisher..
that is, if you are interested.. IT IS REALLY REALLY COOL
*whispers loudly* gozzy, you better read this...

ding dong merrily on high

2006-11-04T23:01:00.000-08:00

my dad came back todayyy.. hhaha,, and i read perlin's letters haha.. im happy.. im so lazy to blog.. i finally finished WO MEN JIE HUN BA.. if you are chichi and you are reading this.. IT IS SAD>> the girl (spoiler) dies in the end (when the guy is supposed to die first!!!) argh.. hahha.. anyway.. its wayyy deep and im having a hard time figuring it out,.

so.. tadas.. i'll go do my bio now..
and I SWEAR i will type out hard love tomorrow.. I WILL..
YUP GOZZY, i knew you would like that post.. that one was for you dear~ ^___^

yours till the rams
zhenni

p.s. if anyone is bored and is looking for good reading material, i suggest perlin's new and upcoming 'novel' ( i know im exggerating) @ www.swing-of-love.blogspot.com okie? you can also come to my book's blog.. but its sorta undone.. soo.. anyway.. its www.thelovescore.blogspot.com

p.p.s can someone teach me how to do links? and erm colour?

and so the tears kept coming.

2006-11-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

i've just read a compelling, beautiful book. it is just so beautiful.. im dissolved in tears.. but not really... its just something inside me is moved.. its not one of those cry aloud ones.. its one of those where you silently shed tears and your vision becomes clouded and you cant see clearly and you become frustrated coz ou cant read on. but not this time. this time its darker, deeper, a part crying aloud one and a silently sheding tears part. but its just so.. i have no words to describe it. i can see why it got an award. at first i resisted reading it as much as i resisted reading so many popular books. but i decided to give it a go, and see what i got myself into. okay.. i've finally got it off. maybe some of you wont feel the same way as me but at least this was my experince. theres something inside that is so sad the most basic emotion then makes you wanna share the pain. and that hope you would understand it. sometimes i feel blessed that words can touch me as much as films, movies, basically anything. im no special girl, im as ordinary as i can be. but sometimes i guess its a gift, a gift to feel. sometimes i feel to much, some ppl say im too sensitive. but without the words, the books.. i actually dont get surprised easily, though i laugh a lot.i wished that words can touch you as it did to me, sometimes i feel sad for those who dont get it. but im sure they are blessed with somethin else i dont have.
everything in this book is subtle, just a hint, but you can sense it, the sadness just wells up. inside.

and to tell the two apart is always hard, love.

so i'll tell you that i love you even though i'm far away,
and i'll tell you how you change me as i live from day to day,
How you help me to accept myself and i wont forget to say,
love is never wasted, even when it's hard love.

yes, its hard love, but its love all the same,
Not the stuff of fantasy but more than just a game.
and the only kind of miralce that's worthy of name,
For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love.

this is for all those who experinced hard love.
i know, its hard, love. though i havent gone through it, wish i can share your pain.

this book is titled, hard love.
if anyone loved that paragraph up there as much as i did, please tag and i'll type the whole thing out.it is actually a real song.

here comes the pics.. here comes the pics

2006-11-02T20:30:00.000-08:00

here comes the pics.. here comes the pics. oh man.. doesnt it sound like pigs? hahha.. anyway.. that was sang to the tune of the wedding song.. da dum dum dum.. da dum da dum.. da dum da dum da dum da dum da dum.. haha..thats loads of das and dums.. bleh.. im just dropping in the pics.. im sooo busy.,. i had like a quiz this aft.. and some of you hav heard of how i did this dumb proj till likt 2 am in the morn.. and my presentations sucked... can you hear my heart bleeding? i had so much to say but i was cut off coz i was over time// BLEHHHHHH... argh..and theres this irrtating alg2/ trig dilemina im in.. argh.. i'll blog more next time.. im so sorry i kept saying this.. BUT I really am in a rush.. argh.. (and im such a slacker too.. haha.. sorry..).

oh one last thing before i go.. erm.. I WENT TRICK OR TREATING.. as you can see in the pics.. i was so called a witch.. i noe im not photogeneic... so bear with it.. pls dont vomit over your com.. i dont hav the money to pay you back.. sorry.. normally i would NEVER put my pics up my blog.. but i've put this off for so sorry.. i feel so bad..

yours till the candies9thats what they call sweets here)

p.s.. the candy werent all from trick or treating.. only the top ones are.. the bottom ones are actually ones we bought to give our(but in the end only 3 ppl came.. BOOOO HOOO>>>~~~~>__<~~~~I LOVE GIVING OUT CANDY >0<.. )

and all we need is.. time

2006-10-31T17:03:00.000-08:00

no time to post.. argh,. have to rush out hw coz i going trick or treating today.. ahhaah.. as a witch.. will go into details next time.. no cstume so.. i'm wearing my mum's dress( which was meant for me but was too big when i was young). haha. and i gt like these stripped leggings haha.. to keep my legs warm.. haha.. coz its like black and grey.. i brought them on this MASSIVe shopping trip last sat.. hahah.. oh.. and i got this twig thing which is supposed to be an ward.. ahha.. ohh.. and

oso,today at school, there were tons of ppl wearing halloween costumes... haha. no time.. will blog later.. gtg do hw.. muahaha

yours till the ghouls
zhenni

busybusybusy

2006-10-30T17:12:00.000-08:00

oh man.. i have a humongous proj due tomorrow and im not even halfway there.. help.. so im just dropping in k? i wanted to tell... ohh.., i just remember.. DAYLIGHT SAVINGS ENDED YESTERDAY.. that means i get an extra hour yesterday.. will explain further next time.. anyways.. this mean im only 14 HOURS behind evryone.. LOVEEEE haha..., im so happy.. yest i went to sunnyvale lib too.. and i wanted to say smth else.. oh oh.. just remebered again.. my memory is so darn lousy.. anyway.. IT HALLOWEEN TOMORROW.. hahaha.. YAAYY.. im bringing my bro trick or treating.. i'll take pics put them on here k? hahah.. LOVEee. haha. them everyone can see me in costume and those who havent seen my short hair can see. haha.. or you can talk to me on msn and ask to see me on web cam. cos im always connected.. oso.. todya i had a really really lousy chinese presentation.. gtg.. bye

yours till the fans
zhenni

JE NE SAIS PAS!!!!

2006-10-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

im so confused im so confused im so DARN confused,,, arghh.. my grades.. arghh.. bleh,, bleh,, okay. enough with that
i'll rant bout that later,
ARGHHH im so frustrated... where the hell did my ws went?? and where are my geog notes? hmph
and i want my bracelet LUM CHI YING if you are reading this.. AND MY THOUSAND PAPER CRANES.., I NEED THAT BACKKKK

ohohoh.. im so sorry. i got the halloween date wrong.. its actually not over yet.. its tues, oct 31.. haha. my aunt got tons of chocs.. haha.. any way.
IM PISSED
argh
anyway.. i stuck with zoe's advice about sicking to ppl.. but i feel like such a outsider,,
bleh.. this post is so argh.. im sorry.. to any one's who's reading..
i feel like im not me sometimes.. im far too quiet.. im not the blunt, happy go lucky.. whatever whatever zhenni you knew... but i dun wanna change.. but i dont think any one's giving me a chane to be me.. im such a loner.. haiz

argh.. im such a pisistrathus,

yours till the blanks..
zhenni

可乐的泡泡真的不见了。。

im dead tired

2006-10-26T13:02:00.000-07:00

im dead tired..and im using the library com again.. hahha..i think imgonna die.. dont ask me why..i just i dunno... haioz.. ke le de pao pao bu jian le.. hha.. go see if you can figure that out.. its aline from wo me jiehun ba.. GO WATCHHH its so nice...i think its really sad.. and you can trust me.. unlike some ppl(like tan) im reliable.. haha.. you can ask anyone bout that,, haha.. ohh.. we have pe just now.. and we had a test! ATEST for pe.. haiz.. oh.. aft that we played basketball.. i hjavent played that in yearssss.. haha.. i really wanna play a real match..how i miss playing with the girls against those guys.. that reminds me..that mark.. is so sweaty..and issac too.. ewwww... arghhh..hahah.. ohh and i have to do a presentation for chinese.. pls recommend me nice mvs to show// coz i decidedi would rather play an mv then go do a film or a class presentation (seeing how i have no friends) this comp sucks.its space thing gets stuck sometimes.. bleh... i dunno what i wanna say.. ke le de pao pao zhen de mei le~~

yours till the colas(clue to that sentence)
zhenni

p.s. i just remember that you guys are probably sleeping now.. TOMORROW IS LAST DAY OF SCHOOLL.. yayness for everyone back there. hahah.. sorry..i cant get exctied..i hope everyone got their first choice for combi~
my wrist hurts.. this ends here

2006-10-25T16:48:00.000-07:00

hhahaa.. i have no hw today.. yaaaaayy.. ermmm i think i dont have.. wait.. oh no.. i dont wanna think..
anyway,.. i think monday or dunno what day.. there was a foggg.. so cool okay?? everything is white... but i wish i could have been thicker... i just love this kinda feeling.. like you are like lost but not alone.. its sooo cool..but the one i experinced was not that bad. at least you could still see for about 200metres.. the rest is white.. but i wasnt able to stay out for long.. it was cooooollllddd and i had bio.. so.. sadd.. but its so cool.. like when cy told me that there was a hugggeeee fog there she bumped into someone.. its so cute dont you think?? its soo..... i dunno how to descirbe.. things like that dont happen to me..
hahah.. today, i saw alex(the art guy) again.. muhahaha,.. zoe.. sadly.. im no where near being his friend.. im sorry bozo.. i dont think i'll ever really get to know him.. haha.. oh.. did i tell bout yuichi? hmm.. i dont think so right? that was in my email to zoe.. oh goah.. im ranting.. hahha.. anyway.. there are tons of jap korea chinese indian ppl in my school.. haha.. and some of my classes are really really fun.. coz the ppl i sit beside are totally hilarious.. haha. like today in chinese.. our teacher was like who got lost before.. and my friend said that he got lost in COSTCO"S hahahahahaha(its a big warehouse mart thing.. they sell things in big portions.. as in REALLY BIG.. mayb like 5 watermelons or smth.. haha) and my other friend was like helping him "bian" the story when the laoshi came to ask us.. how he got resue.. the other friend was like he danced on the tables and ate french frys.. it sounds ridiculous but it is really hilarious.. the way he said it.. coz the lost person like got lost in fry's too.. (thats a BIG electrical and office stuff shop) haha,, and another person said he got lost in pokemon world once.. and they startd talking bout how they all got lost... it was dammmnnn funny..
and the other day in maths class everyone was telling lame jokes.. very very funny.. and once sometime ago, somebody asked my sikh friend whther he goes to the airport.. and the sikh was like... yar. why? and he was like do they search you everytime you go there? damn funny.. that guy is damn clueless. hhaha.. his dumbness is so hilarious.. i dont think he realises that we are laughing at him.. mayb he thinks his funny.. hahah

thats enough ranting from an antisocial like me..
yours till the loners'' tata
zhenni

i've been away~~

2006-10-23T18:07:00.000-07:00

woah.. i've been away long.. thats because.. i have so much to do (and also that im lazy) nowadays,...first of all.. i wanted to tell all of you my anecdote no 2.. but not today.. and i also wanted to give you a list of rules we DONT have.. but im lazy.. haiz.. call me a pig... okay.. so fri day was the last day of homecoming week. and we had a RALLY.. a rally is like a thing where everyone gathers in the gym to watch the cheerleaders and the dancers dance and have games (that was what THIS rally has been about.. i dunno about the rest) and yup... i went to that.. it was really crazy... the gym was opening for the first time coz they renovated it or smth.. anyway.. so.. IT WAS PACKED.. and i was late so istood and didnt get to sit.. so therefore.. i wasnt at the thick of the action.. sorry ppl.. the thing is.. remember how i said thurs was storybook day? where all the class but banners and stuff and the juniors and seniors were really crazy and they screamed and cheered like mad.. haha.. yup.. thats the report froom me..

and YUP to all those who wanted to knew if there were cute guys..
YUPPP ALOT>> got blond, browns(with curly hair- i know zoe would love this.. get this.. she has dips on this guy in my ART class who ROCKS at drawing.. and BTW, zoe if you are reading.. he is half jap and HALF AMERICAN NOT KOREAN.. i think you must be thinking bout korean like mad) okay back to topic.. there are cute asians too.. hmm.. are there?? wait.. lemme think... erm.... erm.. i dunno leh.. haivent noticed any cute one.. mayb just slipped from my mind.. sorry>> asian guys.. i didnt notice as much..

bleh.. actaully,i havent been looking out for .. OHHHH WAIT> i jut thought of somebody.. YESSSS THERE ARE ASIANS WHO ARE CUTE.. hahah.. someone just popped up in my mind. hahha.. oh... and i like this guy's back? like how caijing like shin's back in goong.. i think im weird... but i think is back looks terribly comfy and nice hahha.. im so sorry,., i sound like someone mad right.. haha..

right now.. im tell myself i will look at guys hands.. coz i like nice hands.. i dont like short and stubby ones. oh wait..there is an anecdote on stubby hand's.. i'll talk bout that next time.. but i dunno why.. i havent actually been looking.. i think im too obsessed with the back. argh... hahaha

yours till the shones
zhenni

P.S. btw, if u are cass han then GO ASK THE ACS SHUAI GE AND UGLY GE whether they remeber us.. 80% that the ugly one knows.. I JUST KNOW IT.. go askkk!!! hhaa.. the shuai one wel... 0.9% hahah..